Monday, November 15, 2010

A knife through the heart

Woah~!!!
Hw long it has been since i last wrote my last post huh?? XD
2months++

Nt bad...
Hmm~~
Kinda busy with assignments & another reason was kinda lazy to update my blog...
I know not much of people will be viewing this post
Cause they might think that i have stopped writing

Well
It does not matter cause i just wanna released everything that i have kept in my chest

Lets talk bout my post today...
Been acting kinda weird starting 2 or 3 weeks ago
I meant myself... y??

Erm...
My heart is a bit not obedient with me
Cause it has been reacting towards some1
AIKS~!!!
DAMN IT~!!!

I wish that it did not react
Cause nowadays it feels awkward around you...
I seriously don't know what to do

If only i can avoid you
If only i did not hear bout some stuff
If only i did not see some stuff~!!!

DAMN~!!
Today was kinda moody moody a bit
But like i said before, i will never show my EMO side in college

So eventhough i may look happy
But then, it may look different...
For those people who have known me for quite a long time
They should be able to detect it

But i guess they won't have any chance to see it also
Cause they are no longer in the same class or course as me... ^^

I don't dare to do anything drastic
I am just another coward
Yea~~ I admit it... There is nothing to feel ashamed about

But still...
ARGH~!!!
I think i am gonna start crapping again...
So i think i am gonna stop here d...

Just wanna release things from my chest
Thats all...
Hope none of college friends sees this... ^^

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Can't REMEMBER a thing

Today was the day we collected her ashes
In the morning went with family to collect it...

After tat i had to go to college
Where else, they went to Port Dickson to release the ashes into the sea...

I wanted to follow them
But den i hav exam in the afternoon...
Aiks~~
Suan le bah...

So went to college to sit for my English paper at 2pm
I dun really knw whether i did a good job or a bad 1

Came home after the test
Did nt went out anywhere

My eldest sis punya poodle came over to the office
Had some flashback of memories bout her when she was young
*if u knw who i mean*

I wanted to remember back on how the way she used to bark & whines
But it seems that i can't
It is jz a day...
N it seems that i can't remember

Aiks~
It looks like i gonna let go huh??
Trying to do that... ^^

Can't be EMO anymore...
Dun really like this feeling...

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

A day to REMEMBER

It been a long time since i last blogged...
Was busy with assignment, college & all other stuff...
Cn say that i was kinda lazy to blog d...

The reason for me to write again was cz i needed to share it with someone
I hav dun hav an other half for me to share with it

So guess that i only cn share it with my frens~
Eventhough so, I guess thr wil b no1 since it is quite sometimes i updated my blog...

Alrite~~
The reason for me to write was today is a day for me to remember...
Its nt bcz of Independence Day~~

It is bcz today i lose a pet, a fren & a loving sister~~
My pet dog~~ Mimi...

A shocking news indeed that woke me up from my sleep in the morning...
Rmb the last post i posted on this year January?? about her condition....
*can see her wound??*

She struggled clinging on her life for another 8months to live...
N the best part of all...
She picked on the rite day to leave us...
A public holiday...

ARGH~!!!
There are 2 feeling inside me...
I am happy cuz she no longer hav to suffer d...
I am sad cuz whenever i come back to the house i wun b able to see her again...

DAMN IT~!!!

Tis is the 2nd time i m regretting again...

N i seriously HATE tis feeling~!!!
DAMN IT~!!!

I wun b elaborating bout the process...
It is jz tat... I needed to share it with some1...
Or mayb nt some1... Jz share it in the net...
Haiz...
Erm...
FYI we cremated her...

R.I.P Mimi ^^

We wil always remember you *my sister*
You are my 1st & the last pet i wil ever have...


P/

Thursday, May 20, 2010

A Trip~~

On the 18th of May 2010
During the starting of our DBC2 1st sem

There were 12ppl(including me)
Skipped our lecture to go for our GENTING HIGHLAND Trip!!!! :p
N we came back on 19th of May~~ ^^
Stayed overnight thr...

It was actually planned during the holiday lah~~ I mean our sem break~~

So practically~~
I had lots of fun with them~~
N tis cn b said tat, tis was our 1st time outing or shall i say our 1st trip~~ ^^
N we wil do it alot more in the future~~ :)

Hmm~~
Never once in my 19yrs tat i had a trip with my secondary frenzzz
I dun knw when only we wil hav tis kind of thg...
(Eventhough i knw tat u all hav been doin lots of trip during the past few years)

Nvm bah~~ Hope we cn do it in the future~~ ^^

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I tink my bad luck is coming back again!!!
DAMN IT!!! T.T

1st of all, all my hp contact no. all lost d...
Damn sad nia~~ T.T

2nd~~ ARGH!!! Tis is even worse
The KL TOUR 2010 punya pics all gone d ar!!!
DAMN IT!!! Seriously bad luck ar!!! T.T

N nowadays oso bcoming EMO oso~~ T.T
I DUN WAN AR!!! Sad nia~~ Haiz...

Monday, May 17, 2010

Ended Well~~

So on 15/05/2010
We had KL TOUR 2010 organized by SWC SSH committee
Which i was 1 of them XD

So~~
I was the Tour Guide Leader for the trip 'FIZZY FUZZY'
Glad tat i join tis thg...
Cz i meet alot of ppl & gain experience ^^

Hmm~~
YEa... N tis trip hor... Gt a person say i m 'STUCK UP'
Wat de??!! U dun knw me only OKAY!!! :p

Lalalala~~

Den after all tat...
Was vry tired

I took lots of photo gt more than 700++ photos bah...
Wil b uploading soon at KL TOUR 2010 group at FB~~ ^^

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I seriously wanna knw!!!! T.T
I jz wanna try!!! Bt i dun dare 2 do it...
I hav low esteem 2wards myself!!!! T.T Sad nia~~

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Dun knw, Dun care

After a long tiring week
Finally i cn rest d~~

Bt den tis sat hav 2 work hard again~~
ARGH!!!

Cz of KL Tour loh~~ T.T
Hav 2 bcome tour guide ar!!!
SO CHAM!!! T.T

Dun feel like wanna bcome
Bt den tak apa lah...

Jz gain some experience lah...
Hmm~~

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The main topic for 2day is 'Dun knw, dun care'

Well... Cz...
ARGH!!!
I m stuck d!!! I dun knw hw 2 continue writing tis topic ar!!!
T.T

Whr should i start??!!! Wat shall i write??!!! T.T

I jz hate tis feeling!!! T.T
The feeling of u wan 2 knw smthg about tat person
Bt once u knw smthg, u wil regret y u wan knw it~~

N den when u knw it, u wil feel BEH SONG!!!
ARGH!!! Jz seriously feel like wanna DUN KNW & DUN CARE!!!

Bt i cnt do it... Cz i stil wanna care T.T
Tis is call sendiri cari pasal rite??
Wat 2 do jek~~ Sudah macam ini mah... Apa boleh buat??
Wan find for advice oso dun knw who 2 ask... So sad nia~~

Really dun knw wat 2 do & confuse... Aiks~~

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Been listening 2 Jay Chou's new song tat is 超人不会飞
Like tis song alot... Cz the jalan cerita of the MV nice...
N i like it... :p

Haiz... Stop writing d lah..
Oso dun knw wat 2 write... T.T

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Memories~~

Looks like nowadays i hav been updating my blog quite often... :p

Well... Mayb there are topics 2 write gua?? XD
Ok~~

Erm...
Lets see...

I m jz gonna start straight to the point...
Jz now... I was introducing some nice song to my fren lah...
College fren lai de...
I intro him song chinese song *FYI he is an Indian*
Bt he is interested in learning mandarin de lah~~ ^^

So at 1st i was introducing him some Jay Chou song which ada meaning de lah
I intro him all the old song loh~~
Tat i personally like de... :p

He liked the meaning of the songs tat i intro him

Den the last song i intro 2 him leh...
He said tat he wil listen 2 tat song later...
He say after lookin at the meaning of the song it bring back some memories to him~~
The song which i intro him was 普通朋友 by Tao Zhe...

So well... In short i tink tat he became emo gua.. :p
Den he say he wanna try listening 2 tat song for memory~~ ^^

Song do really affect a person's mood huh?? ^^

P/S: My blog nowadays are kinda emo hor?? :p apa mahu buat??!! I oso dun wan de ar~~ T.T

Monday, May 10, 2010

Wat shall i do?? T.T

Today i damn tired...
T.T

Cz wake up vry early in the morning
ARGH!!!

I tink 2day i wil b slpin early d lah...
2mrw oso hav 2 wake up early ar!!!
T.T

I seriously miss my car...
Faster come back to me leh... T.T

Alrite~~
To the main point...
Was quite surprise tat some1 find me 2 chat at msn 2day...

Cz normally i find de mah...
N the best part is...
If i find oso hor... Tat person either wil nt reply or if reply oso after a while den wil nt reply d...

So kinda surprise loh...
Cz tat person find me mah...
Hmm~~
Bt i tink no diff oso gua... Cz after awhile no reply & off9 liao...

Sudah biasa den cn d lah... rite?? XD
lalalalala~~

Hmm... Seriously nt sure wat 2 do d...
Jz really HATE tis kind of feeling loh...
Aiks... BANYAK SUSAH AR!!! :(

Friday, May 7, 2010

DAMN IT!!!!

ARGH!!!!

SERIOUSLY!!! DAMN IT!!!

I seriously DAMN HATE TIS KIND OF THGS!!!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!

Y always like tis de??!!!!

Y whenever i wanna giv up tat time only wan like tis??!!!
I JZ SERIOUSLY DAMN HATE IT AR!!!!

Damn hate tis feeling... Haiz...

WHY??!!!!

Eventhough 2day i really had a great time...

BUT!!! Seriously!!! I SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE IT LIKE TIS AR!!!
DAMN IT!!!

Haiz... Dun play me d lah... I cnt take it... Haiz...

T.T

Sunday, May 2, 2010

EMO is my nickname

Been kinda EMO lately
Hahahaha~~ *Proud 2 say it huh??*

Bt still i dun really like it when i m EMO
T.T

Hate tat feeling lah...
I tink mayb i m too bored d... :p

So lets see...

Last Fri went out yamcha with the gang...
Hmm~~
They say i was kinda nt in the mood

The truth is... Yea... I was nt really in the mood...
At 1st i did nt wanna go oso de...
Haiz...

Suan le bah~~
Malas wanna talk bout it...

So tis few days...
Kinda makin myself bz so tat i wun b moody or even bored...

So been watchin anime & disney animation movies...
Those old punya disney lah... ^^

The movies I like the most are 'Dumbo, Hercules & Lady And The Tramp'
All classic disney movies lai de... ^^

Bring back memories when i was still a kid~~

Oh yea!!! If u all wanna check all those disney movies...
U all cn check it out at youtube ^^


Today...
I check out to songs... I tink is new de bah...

The 1st song was 超人不会飞 by Jay Chou~~
Tis song leh... I like the meaning... N the MV was kinda nt bad...

The other song was 我以为 by 品冠
Tis song leh... Aiks~~
Bring back my memories when i was in secondary skul...
Due to some thgs loh...

Hahaha~~ A certain some1 who read tis blog might knw it...
I tink u knw who r u hor?? XD

Listening tat song leh...
I was kinda smiling & a bit moody oso lah...

Bt nw~~ I m fine!!! ^^

Bt den when i tink about another person...
Aiks... DAMN IT!!! REALLY BEH SONG AR!!!

I HATE MYSELF!!! T.T

Monday, April 26, 2010

I dun belong anywhere

After a week...

I finally update my blog...

Hmm~~
My last few blogs was kinda like vry moody de rite...
Erm... I tink my tis post wil b more moody bah... ^^
Y??

Well
Judging by the title, dun tink it wil b a gud thg rite???

Well.. Tat is absolutely rite... ^^
Cz... I dun really belong anywhere

Y is tat??
Well... Based on thgs tat i experienced...

Rmb my 2nd last post... Thgs i wrote bout 'Frens' de ar...

Yea yea... It is kinda related 2 tat de lah... ^^
I dun belong anywhere
Y is tat so...

Alrite... Lets analyze y is tat so...

1st thg... College frenz... They dun really knw me
So they wun knw bout hw thgs goes with me rite??
Like for example when m i happy or moody...
They wun even knw de lah... ^^

2nd thg is... They have their own secondary frens de... Rite??
So... They cnt jz ignore their secondary frens de mah... Correct rite??
Tat i 100% agree loh... So ignoring college frens is a normal thg lah...
Tis i totally agree de... ^^

So... 3rd thg is...
Back 2 my secondary frens... ^^
Consider as frens who i hav long know them
Kinda long cz some is 5, 4 or 3yrs punya frens...
So... Thy kinda knw me lah... When i m in the mood or nt de... ^^
Thy wil knw de lah... Erm... I suppose so... :p

So... Wat is the prob??

Hmm~~ The prob is...

1. I hav nt been meeting them... Y??
2. They are bz with their thgs (Well... Bz in many ways... Even ridiculous reason cn b used :p)
3. They hav their own college frens as well or their own life... ^^

Hmm~~
So whenever we hav a gathering or so called 'yam cha'

Eventhough we stil chit chat 2gether...

I dun really knw whether i fit in or nt...
Aiks... It is kinda funny nw only i m tinking all tis huh??
Last time i used 2 enjoy 'yam cha' with them...

Bt nw~~ I dun really knw myself d...

So tell me... Whr do i belong??
I DUN BELONG ANYWHERE~~ ^^

ARGH!!! I jz hate tis part of me...
Suan le bah...

I dun really knw wat is the meaning of frens d...
Dun really wan 2 knw oso...

Suan le bah....

P/S : Its been a long time since the 'EMO' side of me come out... ^^

Monday, April 19, 2010

There it goes...

Hmm...

Suddenly wanna write a post...
Cz...

My hope is alrdy flushed down into the toilet bowl...
Aiks...
Cnt do anythg... Feel so bad...
Haiz...

Suan le bah... Oso cnt do anythg...
Aiks...
It is always like tis from the start... So??
Ntg 2 feel sad bah??

T.T

Kesiannya saya... :p
Biasa liao lah... So... Ntg 2 b sad?? I hope so...

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Another thg 2 add on in my post...

Last time in my secondary skul
My frens always cn c being emo de...

I always oso wil keep quiet or muka wil bcome damn sour de...
Aiks... Those were the days huh??

N nw... In college
My fren in college dun hav tat opportunity to c those thgs...
Cz y should i do tat?? I should nt spoil any gud thgs or spoil their mood rite??

So... Nowadays in college...
Eventhough i m damn emo
I stil put on tat smiling face & joke with them like ntg is happening...
Jz cn keep it inside me bah...

Lalalalala~~ ^^

ARGHH!!!!!
I stil beh tahan ar!!! My hope alrdy flushed down the toilet bowl d ar!!! T.T

BEH SONG!!! :p

K lu~~ Optimistic is the best thg 2 do... Nvr bcome Pessimistic ^^

Monday, April 12, 2010

Is it IMPORTANT??

Trust~~
Is it the most important thg in any kind of relationship??

Well... For me...
Nt really important
It depends in wat kind of relationship...

Like with friends...
I dun really mind if they dun trust me at all...
I mean seriously~~
Is it tat important ar?? I mean with friends lah...

Erm~~ Well...
Whr i m coming from is...
I dun really wan 2 knw any secret...
U knw the kind of secret which is "I tell u, u dun tell others ar~~"
Tat kind of trust lah... Get my point?? XD

So... I could nt really careless bout all tat stuff

Wat i really care is...
Friends is ppl i wan 2 enjoy with, hav fun with, hav ups & downs 2gether with them
If u wan tell me ur secret, well tat is fine with me...
I could nt care bout telling it others... Cz it is none of business lah...

Bt trust play an important role in certain relationship
Like family & those some1 special to u...
U get wat i mean... So... Trust play an important role in thr... Und?? ^^

Wahseh!!!
I feel myself crapping to much at here liao lah...

The reason i m writing tis blog is cz i feel tat...
I dun really nid my friends trust~~ Kinda rude huh??

Bt well... Tat is the truth... Tis is who i m, so either u accept who i m or...
Well... Ignore me?? I m kinda used to tat 'ignore' word though
So... Fine by me... ^^

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Nw listening to 浪漫手機 sang by Jay Chou~~
Well... Listening to tis song brings back old memories & new memories like nw...
Tinking bout certain stuff...
Aiks... No reply at all~~ T.T
So sad... Biasa d lah... Based on old experience... XD

K loh~~ Gonna stop crapping d... ^^

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Been tinking~~

All rite
1st of all

Tis blog leh... i tink wil b divided into 3sections bah...
I guess so... :p

1st section is...
2mrw is EXAM ar!!!! T.T
Stil haven study yet...
Wat 2 do~~ It is in my nature 2 study last minute mah...
N den i oso cnt study in the morning de
I m a 'night ow'l leh~~ XD

Bt hope i cn pass it lah...
Den after tat wil hav a long break til next week punya friday~~
T.T So cham ar... Cz on tat friday wil b another exam
Nid wait so long for it... ARGH!!!!

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Ok~~ Tat is 1st part lah...

The 2nd part of my blog is...

Ydy, thr was tis person...
A friend of mine...
I dun tink u wil b viewing my blog de bah... :p

So ydy she find me lah...
Hmm~~

So it is kinda like an argument tat the 2 of us had...
She say tat having best fren is gud

Bt i find tat havin best fren is nt gud all~~
Well... Cn say tat based on my experience bah...

Cz she find me chat after a long time...
I mean really a long time...

She said tat best fren do not nid always chat de...
N den i dun really rmb wat she added lah...

So... Ofcz i disagree lah...
So the argument went on...

Hmm~~
Dun knw y lah...
The term 'best fren' to me is nt really gud loh...

Some ppl say it is best to hav 'best fren' den those 'normal fren'
Well... I dun knw bout tat~~ For me, i dun really like it lah... ^^

So... 4giv me lah... Cz i dun tink i would ever know wat is 'best fren'
So 4giv me lah~~ k?? ^^

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Okie, for my last part

Well... It happen on friday night
Tis kid i knw... :p

Cn say small girl lah... XD
Well... Life have its up & down de
So nw mayb u r going through the down phase

Bt dun worry... Cz after rain, the sun wil shine again...
Und bor??

Somethgs leh... U hav to look it at a different angle
Den u wil c thgs more clearly

So jz hope tat u wun tink too much of thgs lah...
Life is a wonderful thg

Eventhough sometimes...
Even I, wil hate certain thgs...

Bt den, stil have to face it rite??
We cnt bcome a coward de
So jz face the problem

Cz next time...
In the future, u wil b more mature
N at tat time u wil b tinking back bout the prob u r facing nw
U wil b laughing at urself tat time

U wil b askin tis ques to urself 'Did i made all tat silly mistake last time??'
Den u wil b smiling at urself back~~

So...
Wat i cn say is... Enjoy ur life bah~~
Dun regret anythg leh~~ Und?? ^^

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Well... Tats it for my blog~~

ARGH!!! Thr are so much of movie i wanna watch ar!!!

Wan go?? :p

Friday, April 9, 2010

Should i or leave it??

Its been 3weeks since i last wrote my blog
Kinda bz lah... With assignments & so on...

Or in another word, cn say lazy loh~~
Cz seriously i dun really knw wat i cn write...
Keep on writing bout my daily wil b vry boring de mah...
Aiks...
Bo bian lu...

So nw writing tis blog leh...
Jz wanna write & 'sun bian' update tis blog loh...

So...
Been bz with the photography assignment...
N THX GOD tat it is finally over

Bt the worst is yet to come...
Cz exam is next week
1 benda oso haven read yet!!!
ARGH!!!

Den i heard tat thr wil b another photography subject for next sem
OMG!!!
Sure die 996 d...
Cz next sem wil b a long sem...

Aiks
Dun knw hw much $$ wil b spending for next sem
Cz tis sem alrdy use a lot of $$ d~ T.T

Goin to b broke soon...

Hmm~~
Den i have been tinking
Whether i should do 'it' or nt??
ARGH!!!

I really hate 2 make decision!!!
If i do 'it' scare the end result wil b bad~~
Aiks >.
Tis is nt like me at all!!!
Really hate tis part of me!!!

Suan le bah!!!
JZ DO IT!!!
MIAN LUT!!! ^^

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Afraid

Been very bz tis pass few days...
Erm cnt really say bz lah...
Jz tat i feel really very stress

Ok... Gonna update abit stuff of wat i hav been doin

So Sun - 14/3/10

Morning went out with family to a place
I cnt really rmb the place punya name lah
Bt i tink the place name is call 'Maran' lah

Went thr to pray lah...
Hmm...

Ntg much cn say bout tat

Den afternoon went to Rawang to celebrate my nephew's B'day
Oso gt ntg much to say bout oso

Den at nite went for 'Encore' event at college lah...

Hmm...
Cnt say much bout tis oso...

Gonna skip bout monday
Ntg much cn talk bout it oso...

Den on tuesday leh...
Finally!!!

Bought a DSLR camera d~~
^^ So i tink my assignment gonna b gud bah :p

Hope so lu... Hav 2 learn more bout the cam & the technique d ^^

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Den 2day leh...
M i happy?? Or m i afraid??

So today punya topic is linked to the main topic lah...
Ok~~

So... I m afraid
Afraid of lots of thgs...
The 1 & only word tat i m most afraid of is 'failure'

Y is tat?? Erm~~ Well...
Bad experiences?? Yea... Tats the word...
Haiz... Bad experiences can really make a person afraid

OMG!!!
Wat m i gonna do??

1 of my college fren ask me nt 2 b afraid & jz do it...
Bt den it is easier said than b done rite??

Haiz...
Hw nw?? Shall i do it or nt?? Nid a guidance or a hint will do...
Cn?? T.T

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Confidence??

Hmm~~

Lets see... Wat hav i done for tis past few days??

Alrite... Start of with Thursday - 11/3/10

Well.. My last sem result came out...
Hmm... Kinda disappointed with it though...
Well.. Nvm bah...
I'll do it better next time...
Gambateh!!! ^^

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Den on Friday...

Hmm~~
I did nt get much slp on nite b4 tat...
Meaning tat i was doin my assignment til 4.30am tis morning
N woke up at 7.30am
Tat is jz for 3hours only though

Cz at 10am i nid 2 b at college for photo-shot lah...
For SWC thgs de...

Hmm~~
After tat jz chit-chat with them a bit...

Den... Meeting at 3pm
Helped Fumi with assignment bt den he vry cham
Cz could nt pass up him assignment...

After all tat stuff
I went home at 6.30pm

Reach home almost 7smthg d
Upon reaching home, sis say wan go IKANO shopping
Cz 1 of my relative gonna hav a big dinner next week...
^^

Hmm~~
So went thr, bought some clothes...

Hmm~~
Den upon goin home tat time... After all the shopping lah~~
Sis they all were shopping at 1 shop
While i was waiting for them outside
Hmm... While waiting for them
There was a kind of music was played
Kinda slow & moody punya song lah...

Den u knw lah...
When tis kind of song is played
Ur mood oso wil follow according to the song rite???

Den yea...
Kinda feel moody though...
Den began to tink simply & felt more moody...
Haiz...

Den went back lah...
Reach home around 12am...
Cz b4 tat went to Cheras lah...

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Den 2day Saturday - 13/3/10

Woke up at 4pm...
Hw gud was tat??
Was kinda tired lah... Cz of insufficient of sleep.... T.T

Bt i feel refreshed though... ^^

Hmm~~
Den was watching movie...

At nite went out yamcha with C.guan, S.Haur & Ah Nee lu~~
Cz c.guan asked me in the afternoon 2 go yamcha
So ok lu~~

Had lots of talk with them... ^^
N oh yea!!! We planned 2 go for a trip next year...
So gonna saved lots of $$ d... ^^

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Ok~~
So tat aside...

My main topic for the day is about confidence huh??

Hmm...
B4 tat i wanna say tat i finally willing to let go...
Tis time it is real & i cn do it d...
U knw y i m certain bout it??

Cz when i was listening 2 the music at IKANO

I was nt moody bcz of tat person d...
So... i tink i m finally ready to let go d...

The reason i was moody was linked to the topic of the day...
Confidence...
Haiz...
I tink i lack of it...
SHIT!!!!

Damn it!!! I cnt lack of it...
I nid it!!! I dun wan 2 regret anythg
I really nid it!!! I dun care!!!
If i dun hav it, i wil make it... I dun care d...
I dun wan regret anythg!!!

No REGRETS!!! ^^

K lah~~ Gonna off d...
Later hav 2 go out d... T.T

Erm... I mean later like Sunday morning??
Cz nw it is Sunday d.... ^^

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Busy busy & busy!!!!

Ok~~

Last punya post was about my B'day rite...
So the continuation from tat day onwards which was on 2/3/10 tat is Tuesday
Jz gonna make it simple lah...
Lazy wan type long leh... :p

Hmm~~
Tis day leh... Shenny took me out to makan with her frens loh...
Went to Genting Klang thr eat Western Food lah...
Never been thr... Consider as my 1st time bah... ^^

Kinda enjoy the food & oso the ppl lah...
I mean the atmosphere with her frens lah...
It was totally different cz i dun really knw them... Jz a few only loh...
Kira as 1 bah if excluding Shenny~

Bt still enjoyed myself loh... ^^
Thx Ah Jie~~

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Hmm~~ From wed til sat leh...
I cnt say much lah... Cz i kinda 4get wat happen d leh...
Bt den ntg much to say bout it oso loh...
So jz gonna skip until sun lah...

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So on Sun = 7/3/10

Went out with some of my secondary skul frens
Which consisted of Victor, MFoong, TSiang, BChin, Shenny, WXin & WSien

Hmm~~
Wat shall i say...
Did i enjoyed myself?? Yea~~
Did i nt enjoyed myself?? Yea~~

Huh?? Wat is tat supposed to mean??!!!

Hmm... To und even more clearer... I kinda enjoyed & nt really enjoyed at the same time...
Due to some reason... Hmm... After hearing it lah...
Bt den... I dun really care bout it...
So... Tat is ur choice... Nt mine...
So.. Yea... I dun care~~

Bt still... Thx 4 doing tis lah...
Hmm... I wun expect anythg in the future though...

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So last week was about my enjoyment during the 1st week of March~~ ^^

Den tis week leh... On monday... Tat is 8/3/10
After the morning class...
Went to Lake Titiwangsa with some of classmates
Cz we nid to take photos for our 'Basic Photography' class...
It is our assignment lah... Bt gt rules tat we nid to follow when we take the pictures loh...
Vry hard de leh~~ T.T

So we went thr... Took photos...
Played~~ XD
Kill 2 birds with 1 stone mah... Rite?? Tis is call play & study at the same time... Izit?? :p

Hmm~~
After tat we went to Jusco at Wangsa Maju 2 eat McD
Oh yea!!! After a hot weather, a cold drink would definitely b refreshing... rite??
After our meal, went to the arcade to play some games loh...
Enjoyed the day ^^

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Tuesday 9/3/10

Tis day leh...
Cn say tat, i did nt attend class loh... Cz i only gt 1 lecture & it is at 4pm leh

Bt den i stil went to college cz i hav meeting at 12pm
So went to college attend the meeting loh...
Den went makan with a few SSH SWC members...
Enjoyed spending time with them ^^

Den later on around 2smthg went CC with a fren~~
Played L4D... Enjoyed the company of tis fren

N i ended up din go 4 the lecture & went back at 6pm
Hw cool is tat?? :p
M i bad a student?? In a way yea... Cz i did nt attend lecture

M i a bad guy?? No!!! Who say dun attend lecture is bad guy?? XD

Hahaha~~ SS pula...

Bt still really enjoyed on tat day... :p

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Wednesday 10/3/10

Well... In the morning
Went to college at 8.30am
Cz nid 2 do lots of photo snapping
For the assignment thg

Hmm~~ Spend lots of time to take those photo loh
Luckily all the photo was approved lah~~ If nt cn SIAO LIAO LAR!!! XD

Den after tat... At 3pm had a small exam for 'Tamadun Islam'
Sien dao!!! Grrr!!! Dun really like tis sub

Hope cn pass den i wil b happy lah... ^^
After the test, sure go enjoy lah!!! Oh yea!!! XD

Hmm~~ Tats all bout it lu...
Last week was fun
Tis week was busy
Next week i wonder hw?? XD

Oh yea!!! 4got to say bout tis

2day... I mean Wednesday lah...
1 of my fren from diff course
Tis guy say tat
' When u hope or wan somethg, u won't get it but when u don't wan somethg, u wil get'

Is it acceptable?? Yea~~
Ofcz... Is kinda logic lah... Cz, based on experience lu~~ ^^

So... I oso tak berani wan anythg lah... So sad... T.T
K lah~~ Gonna stop here d...
It is late d... Nw 1.12AM
Off9 lu~~

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

1/3/2010

Hmm~~ Well
My B'day had jz ended like about 30min++ ago

Hmm...

Jz gonna describe briefly wat i did for my b'day

Alrite...
So~~
2day is the 1st of March n it is a monday
Tat means tat i have classes tat i nid to attend to

Bt lucky tat 2day jz 1 class in the morning lu~~
^^
Ended at 10.30am
Oh yea!!! early 30min leh...

So...
17ppl from E4 Gang (including me oso lah)

B4 tat i was alrdy booked my fellow college mates
They say tat they wan me to b available on tis very day
Cz they wan 2 celebrate with me

So... 17ppl from E4 Gang
Went to Sg.Wang to sing k at GreenBox lu~~
Thx 2 the planning of Joanne & Xue Li gua~~ (nt sure who planed it)

Hmm~~
So while singing they brought in a cake
Oh yea~~
4get to mention tat
Ydy... I mean on 28/2/2010 was 1 of my college mate's B'day
So the 2 of us made our wishes & blew the cake 2ghether

Den while doin all tat there were many photographers who took out their high quality hp to snap lots of photo & i mean LOTS of photo~~ XD

While tat we asked the waiter to take a big big photo of all of us...
Den after tat...
We keluar jalan jalan awhile
N nt to 4get tat
We oso leaved our signature at Sg. Wang~~ (One of the wall lah)
R we bad kids??
Nt really... U knw y??
There is reason y they put an empty wall there rite??
So wat r we suppose 2 do?? Sure leave some memories thr lah... ^^

Den after tat took more photos
Den went to makan at a place... Nt gonna say out the place 1st...
Due to some issues though...
Den more snapping of photos

After makan
Outside thr oso wan snap...
Hahaha~~

Den around 5smthg
Decided 2 go back cz Mum asked me 2 go back early...

So went back & blew another cake
Bt Bt~~
Tis time... The cake tat sis bought
I made the wish... Bt mum was the 1 who blew the candles out...
U knw y?? Cz she was the 1 who raised me up for tis 19yrs years...

N bcz of tat... She is the 1 who supposed to blow the candles...
U knw y??
Hard 2 explain here though...
Bt if u wan 2 knw y... Ask me yea... ^^
I wil explain til u und de...

Alrite...
Tats tat about my B'day for tis 2010 year...
N my 19th B'day... The end of it...

Hmm~~
K... Gonna admit somethgs here...
During sing k time
I was kinda down... Dun knw y the sudden feeling of sadness
Bt luckily thx to those E4 gangs...
I was able to b my crazy self again...
B4 i begun sulking myself at the corner of the room
XD

My B'day tis year was nt the same like the past 3 or 4yrs back...
I can't celebrate my B'day with u guys
Cz u all r bz with ur own stuff
So i und bout tat... Bt still
Hey... Thx 4 all the wishes u all send me yea~~
I really appreciate it... ^^

So b4 i end my blog for 2day...
I wanna say thx to the E4 gangs!!! ^^

Pics wil b uploaded soon
As soon as when they tag me at FBook... :p
So stay tuned to c those crazy photos~~ ^^

Monday, March 1, 2010

It is tat day of the year~~

Alrite

Lets start with whr i stopped on the last post

So~~
On the 14th day of CNY tat is on sat

Well...
In the morning was force to wake up
Thx 2 my dad

Hmm...
Nid 2 clean the office & the hse
Dun knw for wat purpose

Den later on in the afternoon around 3pm
Went out with 1 of my father's relative from India

Hmm...
He is kinda like an uncle 2 me...
So... Since he said he wanted to buy smthg 4 us
So he said tat Pavilion would b the best place to shop for clothes

OMG!!!
Izit??
Aiks... U knw wat is the hardest thg went u shop ar??
The hardest thg is to find a cheap shirt which wun b so costly
Cz it is the my $$ i m using
It is some1 else punya $$ leh...

So had to look at the price b4 i pick it
Argh!!!
Did nt enjoy anythg leh... GRRRR!!!

The lucky thg was he picked out a shirt for me
THX GOD he did tat
If nt really hard for me to choose liao...

N guess hw much it cost??
RM159.90 OMG!!!
Cz it is from Camel Active de
So... Tahu tahu lah...

Argh!!! I rela he giv me the $$ n i buy myself leh...
U knw wat??
For me i dun c branded shirt bt nice & seenable shirt
Argh!!! Really dun knw wat those rich ppl r tinking...

Den at nite leh...
Went out yamcha with the gang loh...
I tink it a normal thg d... ^^

Den ydy
Which is the 15th day of CNY tat is Chap Goh Mei
Well... According to the Chinese Calendar
My chinese B'day falls on the 15th day of CNY
Hw gud is tat huh?? @.@
Nt much of ppl know it though... So... Nt really a big deal bout it... ^^

So...
Well... I was jz kinda relaxing with watching videos tat i got from my fren
When sudd i gt a phone call from 1 of my lil couz...
They wanted me to go to GrandMa's hse 2 bring them go yamcha

Apalah~~ Kacau saje... ZzZzZzZzZ
Bt nvm lu... Since i oso ntg 2 do
So i drove to GM's hse...
Den meet up with uncle & aunts...

I received an 'angpau' from GM
Yeah!!! ^^
Thx GM... Luv ya~~

Den after tat brought tat 2 lil couz go makan 'pao bing' lu~~
So... Yea... chit chat with them a while...
Den after tat balik thr again...
Den i received another 'angpau' from my 4th aunt~~
Thx leh~~ hehehe =p

Den after tat balik lu~~
At nite went play Bball with the gang...
Jz the 6 of us
Tat is Me, Hau, Xiong, Guan, Aun & Haur

Den came back
Play with com awhile

N den nw...

It is alrdy the 1st of March
Which means tat CNY is alrdy over...
I mean the celebration lah...

N it also means tat I m older another year!!!
Wat de??!!!
So fast ar??

Haiz...
Normally B'day is supposed smthg tat we should b happy about rite??
Bt nt 4 me...
I dun knw y...
Kinda feel down though...

Hmm~~
No more like last time punya feel
Where i always get excited when my b'day approaches...
It is no more like last time...
Yea yea~~ I knw...
Haiz...

Suan le lah...
Nt gonna expect anythg though...
Every1 is kinda bz with their own life...
Bt tat is alrdy expected lah...
So... Dun really expect anythg... ^^

K~~ HAPPY B'DAY 2 MYSELF!!!
T.T 19th years old d
Bt stil a teenager though~~ ^^

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Thats nt me!!!

Ok~~
Today is the 13th day of CNY
Which is also my GrandMa' B'day
Follow the Chinese Calendar lah...

So...
Let me start with wat i hav been doin today...
Hmm~~
Woke up at 1pm++

Did nt eat til nite loh...
So altogether ate breakfast+lunch+dinner 2gether
Hw great was tat??

Ok~~
Den at nite
Went for GrandMa's B'day Party at the Regal Restaurant at Kepong

Hmm~~
Well... Lets just say tat
Today punya me is nt really like me
Kinda complicated huh??

Hmm...
Lets just put it tis way...
The normal me wun b doin crazy & lunatic stuff like me 2day??
Yea... Its nt the normal me...

Hmm~~
I dun tink i wil b describing more bout tis lah...
Bt stil... Happy B'day 2 my GM~~ ^^

Kinda enjoy though...

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Funny Vids

Alrite~~

So ydy was the 11th day of CNY tat is 24/02/2010

Hmm~~
Ydy... Wat cn i say about it??
Like... It was kinda boring...
So... Cn say tat ntg much lah...

Hmm~~
Cnt really tink wat happen ydy oso... =p

So ok...

For 2day... ^^
It is the 12th day of CNY so...
On tis day...

Had lecture in the morning
Tat is on 10am

After lecture went to play bball with college mates...
After tat went for another lecture at 2pm
Did nt really listen though
Cz was to bz talking at the back... =p
Bad students leh...
Its nt like in secondary skul i hav been a gud student... hehehe~~ =p

So... After lecture ended
Took some movies from one of my fren...
Den after tat went to CC with them...

Cz i was waiting for the time to pass by...
Cz... Was waiting for a fren~~ Long time punya fren..
Den after send tat fren balik loh...
Hmm~~ Nice chatting with u though
Been a long time since we last talk to each other huh??

So... It is fun though
Hmm~~ U r gonna 'date' me again next time?? =p

Alrite...
1 of my college fren recommend me to watch this video...
So i m gonna share it with u guys...
Who r c-ing my blog...
If there is ppl c-ing it...

So... Enjoy the vids...
Personally enjoy the vids... ^^



The tittle for tis vid is 'Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist'




Tis is 'Jeff Dunham Achmed's "Jingle Bombs" '

There is more vids bout his jokes though...
So u all cn check it out...
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So... Hmm~~
I tink i began to tink more d
N i tink i finally came into sense...
So... Yea... I tink it time~~ ^^
I dun tink i wil regret it bah... Cz i hav done wat i cn do...
So... Yea... No regrets...
Cz the prob nw is nt me... Bt it is 'U'
So... I dun tink i wil care bout it d gua...
Hope so... ^^

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Moody??

All rite~~

Today is the 10th day of CNY d~~
So... Ntg special~~

Jz went to college

Bt b4 goin to college
Went out with dad with the van
Cz the van punya side mirror kena langgar by a stupid rapid Kl

Oh yea hor~~
I din tel bout it rite~~

Hmm...
It was on the 12/02/2010
Tat was after yamcha with the gang at McD lah...
Went to pick up sis at Bt.5

Bt tis stupid bus came, knocked my van's side mirror & cabut terus...
ZzZzZzZzZ

I was parked at the side leh...
Really dun knw hw tat guy got a license to drive a bus

So...
Today had to go & change tat side mirror

Den after tat at 4pm went 2 college cz there is a lecture for the sub 'Basic Photography'
Hmm~~
There were gud news & bad news for tat sub on tat day...

The gud news is... It is 100% based on coursework mark
Means tat no nid sit for exam~~ Oh Yea!!! ^^

The bad news is... Class ended in less den 20min!!!
OMG!!! I drove all the way here & u say class dismiss ar??
Wat de??!!! Wasted petrol leh~~ T.T

So came back lu~~

Jz nw i watch 'Saw 6' finish d...
It is really a nice movie leh...
Eventhough it is a bit gross
Bt den... Stil nice leh... Like the story line for the movie
I mean for all the other Saw series oso lah... ^^

Wish i cn do tat kind of film in the future ^^

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Nw nt really in the mood...
Dun knw y...
Jz feel tat... Haiz... Really...
Haiz... Speechless liao...
Haiz... Sienzzz...

Happy & Disappointed

Okie~~ Back to blog again...

So last week...

I stop til the 2nd day of CNY
If i m nt mistaken

So on the 3rd day of CNY
Tat is on 16/02/2010
Went to Ulu Yam with Mum & her family
To a tokong at thr lah...

So u cn say tat
Tat day was just praying lu~~
Ntg much oso cn say bout tat day...
Hmm~~ Yea tat is all for tat day...
Short huh??
Wat to do... Ntg cn write mah...

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17/02/2010 Wednesday
4th day of CNY
Went to Big Aunt's New Hse

B4 tat went with sis & her bf to ikano
To order a cake... Jelly Cake lah...
For tis coming Friday 28/02/2010
Adalah... Some event happening at Nite

So at Big Aunt's hse
Gamble with Alex Gor ^^

Ntg much oso cn say bout tat day oso lu~~

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18/02/2010 Thursday 5th day of CNY

Hmm~~
Thought to ask Ah jie out tat day de
Since it was her B'day
Bt den she went out with her College Frens
So bo bian lu~~
Din do anythg...

Sry yea Jie~~ T.T
Dun angry d har~~

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19/02/2010 6th day of CNY Friday

Din go out anywhr~~
Jz stay back at hse & relax lu~~
N was preparing bout the next day punya programme lah...
So... On tis day... Ntg i did
Jz sit infront of the com & watch anime lu~~

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20/02/2010 7th day of CNY Saturday

Well~~ Tis day i went out with my secondary skul gang~~
Oh yea!!!

Thr was 16 of us~~
Tat is me, Cguan, Tsiang, Khau, Kuan Yew, Kong Yew, Bchin, Mfoong, Kxiong, Ykhoon, Victor, Shaur, Waun, Kweng, Shenny & Wxin

Glad tat the all cn come out
So... The others tat din come out...
I tink u all gt ur reasons bah...
Nvm~~ Its okie...

Hmm~~
Eventhough kinda disappointed
Bt nvm de... ^^

So tis day leh...
We played hard & gamble hard
Wuhoooo
Kinda enjoy leh... ^^
SO long din enjoy like tis since our last trip 2 Sunway Lagoon d...

Wish tat we cn gather again like tis in the future~~ ^^
Stil waiting for Kweng 2 upload the pics tat he took~~

New phrase i learnt
Tat is 'SIAO LIAO LAR!!!' ^^
Been using tat alot

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21/02/2010 8th day of CNY Sunday

Morning went to my father's sis hse
Cz thr was tis relation of my father who was fron India came here...
So pay a visit

Den later on i followed mum to rawang
Cz 1 of my aunt stay at thr~~
Consider as aunt gua
Cz chinese we called in diff
Dun knw hw 2 say it in english though

So at thr~~
Played Psp with my couz bros loh... ^^

Den came back...
tats all~~

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22/02/2010 9th day of CNY Monday

Had 2 wake up early cz College re-open again

Argh!!!!
Sien dao!!!
U knw y??
Cz the 1st tutorial class was Tamadun Islam!!!
OMG!!!

So boring leh...
Cn almost fall asleep liao...
Really beh tahan lah~~

Really SIAO LIAO LAR!!!

After tat class
Went to CC played a game with frens
Den download some movies to watch lu~~
So long din watch movie ar...



So tat was all i did for the past few days...
Hmm~~
Enjoyed the most on saturday... ^^
I wanna do tis again with u all leh~~

Oh yea!!!

SIAO LIAO LAR!!!! XD

Friday, February 12, 2010

Glad

So CNY is alrdy here~~

SO 1st thg is... I wanna wish every1 who is viewing tis blog HAPPY CNY!!! ^^

So i tink i gt lots of thgs tat i should write d~~ Argh!!!!
I should hav update it earlier~~

So start from last week thurs

So on 11/2/10 which is Thursday
Went out with the weird gang~~
Tat is Xiong, Foong, Min, Nee, Hau, Aun & ME!!!
So we went to Times Square~
Its been a long time since i went with them thr... ^^

So tat day was really extreme cz...
We watch 2movies!!! ^^

1st movie was 花田喜事
Tat show starts at 1.30pm
So there was time 4 us 2 walk around...
So the 2gals wanted to walk around to see clothes
So... As boys we jz follow them... T.T

After tat went to took some pic lu~~


Tis pic was the only which hav the 7 of us ^^

Den when the time came we went to watch tat movie lah~~

The 2nd movie we watch was 'Wolfman'
It was rite after the 1st movie we watch finished we had to go for the next movie

It was quite fun though
Cz after a nice movie... We are goin to watch another movie ^^

Hmm~~
Ntg much cn say bout tat day oso...
Cz after tat we had 2 balik d...
Oh yea~~
Tat nite i went to play bask with them lu~~
Nt all of them lah... Jz a few of them only...

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Den on Friday 12/02/2010

In the afternoon went to SMK Raja Ali back
Cz they hav the dun knw wat u call it
Bt it was an event whereby they do it when CNY is approaching lah...

So I went for it cz since i gt ntg 2 do
N 1 of the junior invited me to go...
So y nt... Go thr hav fun lu~~

Those went thr oso was Hau, Hon & Mond lu~~
Well....
Jz cn say tat, glad to went thr lah...
Cz meet up with a few teachers...
Den~~ Was kinda disappointed when no1 dance...
Hahaha~~ XD
Was expecting for tat

Bt thx to tat junior~~
We senior had to dance for them pula
OMG!!! U all invite us & we had to dance ar?? Apalah~~
Wat oso din ready terus wan us dance...
Its been a long time since we last dance leh... T.T

So Mond, Hon, Yew & Me had to prepare lu~~
Hau dun wan to cz he dun wan... Grrrrrr!!!! (U left us T.T)

So... Like tat lah...
Was kinda rush though
XD

Hmm~~
Den after tat event...
The 6 of us... Who is tat??
The picture wil b shown later...
Went to McD to 'yam soft drink' XD

Kinda nice though
Cz long time the 6 of us din drink together... ^^


The 6 of us~~ Me, Hau, Hon, Mond, Yew & Jie~~

Wish tat we could spend more time tat they~~
T.T
Cz i had to leave early ar!!!! T.T

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Sat 13/02/2010

Well~~ I dun tink i gt much to say about tat day
Hmm....
Jz tat i dye my hair den at nite went makan with mum's family
Den by the time u knw it... It is CNY d...
So....

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Sun 14/02/2010

It was CNY day & Valentine's Day bt den...
Thr is no Valentine's Day for me for 18yrs
Yeap~~ 18yrs.... Since the day i born...
If talking bout Valentine's Day for me is... My loved ones are my family members lu~~
So...
Went to Aunt's hse...
Makan--> get angpau--> go GrandMa's hse --> get more angpau--> den it was boring
XD

Like tat only loh...

Den at nite went to GrandMa's hse again cz went back bath & go thr lah~~
Went to play mahjong lu~~ ^^

Hmm~~
Tat day leh...
Dun knw lah... Kinda hav no mood...
Hmm~~ I tink bcz of 'tat' gua~~

Suan le~~

So....

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Monday 15/02/2010

Well... Tis day leh...
Hmm~~ Went to GrandMa's hse today (again) XD

It goes like tis
collect angpau--> makan--> sat in room--> play games--> chit chat--> went 'pao ping' with couz sis' --> went back to GrandMa's hse--> makan--> beh song--> play mahjong

Den after tat balik lu~~

Hmm...
Like tat lu...
Jz make it short only~~
^^

Hmm...
Nw... Tak tahu lah
Mood swing d... XD
Kinda down, sad... Whatever the word is... I kinda nt in a gud mood lah... XD

U wun b able to see it if u r rite infront of me though~~ ^^

Suan lah...
I did everythg i cn d...
So... No regrets though~~ ^^

Tats all people... My life during the CNY...
I tink there wil b more gua...
Bt... I dun tink will b tat happy like last time bah... Like last time...
Haiz... When... Haiz...

Wakakaka!!! XD

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Weird~~

Ok~~
2day i m gonna start of with a dream i had ydy~~
Cz nw is alrdy 9/2/10

So ydy this dream was a bot weird though bt i liked tat dream~~
^^
Vry nice... XD
Shuang dao~~ Dun feel like wanna wake up d leh
Bt den had 2 wake up cz alarm was ringing d
Argh!!!! BEH SONG!!!

The reason i put the alarm was cz
One of my lecturer wanted to c us...
Hmm~~ Was wandering y he wanna see us...

So woke up & get myself prepared
Cz my class rep told me tat Mr. J wanted to meet us at Wangsa Walk at 1pm

So i had to get ready beforehand cz had to fetch Michael at College
Den later on went to Wangsa Walk...

I & Michael was checking out tat place
Cz it was new
So... There was an arcade place, bowling & a soon to b built theater
The theater is gonna b TGV
So next time no nid go KLCC so far to watch movie d~~ ^^

Hmm~~
Den later around 2pm only they came~~
OMG!!!
My class rep cheated the 2 of us d
Argh!!!

Nvm... 4giv them cz stil gonna spend time with them for another 1year ++

Ok~~ After tat
We find a place to eat... Went to 'BBQ Chicken' (i tink tat was the name)
Den later on Mr.J broke the news to us...
Wow~~ Kinda like wat??!! SErious??? XD
Tat was wat our reaction was...

Hmm~
After tat we jz chit chat here & thr...
Den later o balik rumahlah~~ apa lagi?? XD

Well~~ Tat was wat i was doin 2day...
Jz another boring day though~~
Bt i wil appreciate 2day~~
U knw y?? Cz i m appreciating my life
Every single day... Nt 2 regret anythg... ^^
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People come, people go
Tat is the reality of life...
M i rite??

Well, tat is true cz no one
N i mean NO ONE is gonna b with us til the end...
Correct?? Agree bor?? XD

Sound so serious huh?? Fact of life!!!
Jz face it dude~~

So like i say...
Start appreciating life...
Never regret anythg.. XD

Kinda like repeating the same old thg i wrote in the past...
Bt well... I jz wan emphasize in these thgs...
Cz life is jz too short... ^^
Appreciate everythg~~ ^^

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Hanging Out~

Tis post wil b a quick 1 though~~

So...
On last wed tat is 3/2/10
Went out with a bunch of frens~~
Haha
The gang was made up with ex-5azam & ex-5cekal '08

Hmm~~ quite a weird combination
Cz there were Anthony, Khau,Mfoong,Shenny & LMin
Including myself lah~~

So the 6 of us went to 1U to watch a movie & sing k~~
Cn say tat i enjoyed everythg...
Hmm... Did i?? Yea... I guess so...
XD

Ok~~
Hmm...
Wat next??

Sat - 6/2/10
It was SMK Raja Ali's merentas desa day~~
So thought to go over to see hw it was & at the same time
My buddy, Daryl was also participating it~~
So jz go thr to support him?? I tink so.. XD
At the same time, visit those teacher tat i hav nt seen them for a year++

Hmm~~
Tat day nite...
Went out yamcha with some of the gang...

Tis i cnt really say tat i enjoyed myself lah~~
Eventhough thr laughter here & thr...
Cz thr were smthg running in my mind...

Hmm~~
Even til nw oso same...
Argh!!!

Ok lah~~ Gonna stop here d...
Next week i tink i wil b bz...
Lots of thgs nid to do... I guess??

Hmm~~
I tink lots of outings gua~~

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Woots~~

Yoz~~
Been a week ++ tat i last wrote my blog...
Kinda lazy wanna write though
Erm... or should i saying typing??
Hahahah~~ XD

ok ok...
Well, lets see

last week, exam over on 27th of january
hmm...
ntg much to write bout tat

den on 29 & 30th january
went to bt.caves cz 'thaipusam'

Oh yea!!!
Jz wanna inform & say smthg je lah...
It is kinda weird to receive msg written 'Happy Thaipusam'
Really really extremely weird...
Cz i did nt receive those kind of msg in the past few years

Tis year gt 2 ppl~~
Hahahaha XD
1 is my heng dai
2nd person really unexpected... cz tis person like sudah no contact
or should i say lost contact with me liao
suddenly msg me...
mayb is bcz of tat voting stuff

ok ok~~
'Thaipusam' is a festival whereby for those who make a vow 2 the GOD

So... I dun really like to make vow with GOD
Cz i blif wat we want is depends on ourself ^^
(vow = it is smthg like a perjanjian lah... in another word sistem barter)

So normally 'Thaipusam' for me is
I go thr enjoy myself c-ing ppl getting in trance
Listen to the music...
C other people's expression
(did i mention tat i like c-ing people's expression?? especially those who are afraid XD)

So yea... I go thr enjoy myself
Next year who wan go with me tell me lah...
I bring u all thr

I hav brought 3 of my fren b4
Tat is Xiong, Khoon & Siang
Well~~ i tink they enjoyed it...
XD
Tat was like 2years back

OK ok...
stop with this....

Hmm~~
So what should i type nw....
Oh yea...
Today i saw tis video at FB
about comedians
This comedian, his joke s are damn funny
Russell Peters
was his name...

I'll post a video of his jokes~~
I tink u all wil like it... XD



The name of this video is Russell Peters - Louis Vuitton and Indians (LOOOZ WOOOTON)

Damn funny de lah... He gt lots of jokes
Jz find it at youtube~~

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Finally i hav made my decision...
Never to regret anythg ^^

Monday, January 25, 2010

Argh!!!!

Last week~~
During last week...
Been kinda bz & tired though~~

Cz on tues had exam
Den wed was my GM's 1st anniversary
My father's mum
GM= GrandMother~~ (short form)

Den thurs was another exam...
So it was kinda tiring...

Hmm~~
Alrite....

The main point i m writing tis blog cz
I hav been giving a lot of thought bout wat i m goin 2 do next
FYI, jz refer back to my older posts~~

Actually i did nt wan 2 write tis post 2day...
Bt den...
I tink it is best for me to express everythg at here...

So...
About the thought i hav been tinking since last week
N the most tinking i did on sat nite
Cz due to some yamcha/talking with my sis

Hmm...
Well~~
There is 2 option for me to do nw
It is either which 1 i take

1st option, dun knw dun care

2nd option, get an answer & live with tat answer

So guess with wat option i would choose??

If u knw me well den u wil knw it...

Hmm~~
Been dl-ing some songs these past few days
All mostly are songs tat gt meaning & nice songs...

Some songs reminds me of smthgs...

N just nw when i hear a song through the radio~~
It reminds me of a certain some1
Wondering about thgs & stuff...

Was feeling vry uneasy though
Dun knw wat was the reasons...

Hmm...
Tis wed would b my last paper
Den after 2weeks would b CNY

Well...
CNY will nvr be same...
Dun knw y...
Tis year dun really hav the feeling to celebrate CNY~~

Suan lah...
Dun wan to BS here anymore...
Gonna stop blogging bt wun b slpin early...
Nw is alrdy 2AM

Its been a habit though...
Oh yea!!!
1 more thg... nvm... jz 4get it...
Nt worth mentioning oso
Is kinda sad to knw smthgs though~~

Monday, January 18, 2010

Realize tat tis is reality

Woots!!!!~

B4 i start blogging for 2day...
1st of all
I wanna say thx 2 some1

Well...
Tis person nt knwing anythg
Bt den has helped me realize smthgs
Hahaha~~
U might b blur wat hav u helped me realize

I nt gonna say much about it
Bt den while i was looking at Facebook ydy~
I saw ur status update
Well... It kinda made me realize

Hahaha~~ I dun tink i wil elaborate here
Bt en stil hav 2 say thx 2 u lah...
^^

Hmm...
Nw i knw d...
Nw i really knw wat i should do d...
Nw i m very clear of wat i should b doing from now on...

Guess tat...
It is time 2 let go...
Tis time is gonna b real...

Mayb i tink too much
Or it is the truth though
I dun knw...

Bt wat i feel is
I might hav been a pest tis past few years...
So tis 'insect' is gonna retreat
I m jz another human though
I m a human who like to tink & tink
Hahaha~~ Cn say tat i m playing my life like a chess

U knw...
One move thr wil a consequence
Either a gud 1 or a bad 1~~
So i wil tink wat is gonna happen next
Wil it b gud or bad

^^
Bt den...
I feel kinda sad though
Cz i dun really wanna let go...
Hahaha... ^_^

Really dun knw hw 2 express my feeling d...
Suan le ba...
Its nt like i wil b c-ing u again...
Rite??

So mayb...
Just mayb...
I wun realize it...

Get it??
Kinda complicated huh??

^^
So anyway~~
Thx 2 U, the person who made me realize tis thg... ^^

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Staying up late

Lately
I have been staying up late
I guess tis is bcoming one of my habit d

Hmm~~
Mayb thr is a reason y i m staying up late
Argh!!!

Eventhough thr wun b anythg
Bt stil i wil stay up late
Haiz... Damn helpless lah...

Dun knw wat else to write here d...
Its just 1 crappy post~~
So cn really ignore tis de lah...
Haiz

Wishing thr wil b smthg
==================================

I kinda wan 2 knw the reason
Haiz~~
Bt den if i find nw...
Wil i b annoying??
Dun knw lah... Haiz...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Nw it is alrdy 2.13AM
N it is a saturday~~
Later at 2pm wil b havin exam
Argh!!!
Broadcast Writing
Wonder hw well i wil do??

Haiz...

Alright
I'm jz gonna write a simple & short

Bt the short part i dun tink wil b short
Bt it wil b simple lah~~
^^

Ok~~

On the 14 of January 2010

Had exam in the morning at 9am
English For Communication was the paper's name
It ended at 11am

Hmm...
After having tat exam
M.Foong said he was bored & dun wan go back so early
So i suggest him tat y dun go out lu~~
Go Times Square

So he said ok
Well...
The reason y i suggest tat place cz i wanted to go thr 2 get a present
Present for my sis
Cz on the same day i had my exam
It was also my elder sister's B'day

So the 2 of us went thr
Well nt 2gether though
We meet up at Times Square itself

Cz he was sending 1 of his fren back
N i was still at college when he was sending his fren back

Was at college talking with S.Nee & T.Siang

Hmm~~
Ok...
So the 2 of us
Me & M.Foong
Met up At T.Square at 1pm ++ though

So upon reaching thr
M.Foong suggested to watch a movie
So we bought ticket for 'Sherlock Holmes'
Screening at 2.50pm

So while waiting time 2 pass by
We went to McD to eat
So while eating
We both was talking & exchanging our thoughts bout smthgs...

Well
While talking with him
I notice tat he was nt the same person i knew back 3 or 4 yrs ago
Hahaha~~ XD

Time really change ppl
N 1 more thg
Experience in life oso changed him
N nt 2 4get
Advice & scolding he gt from us
Wakakaka!!!
*dun angry ar~~*

Ok ok~~
The movie nt gonna elaborate about it

So after watching the movie
Went looking for a present tat i want to buy for my sis

Hmm~~
After looking for quite a time
I decided to buy a couple t-shirt for my sis & her bf
Since her bf B'day is coming soon oso
So y nt buying it & giv to both if them??
'Kill 2 birds with 1 stone'
^^

So after buying it
Went back~~

Argh!!!
Upon reaching back
Every1 was at the office
They were ready to go out
Guess whr they decided 2 go to??
PORT DICKSON!!!

OMG!!!
Port Dickson at this time??!!

Guess wat they told me??
They told me tat we all are gonna go thr 2 hav a swim at night!!
Cn u blif it??
Swimming in the dark at the sea

Wow!!!
My family is really awesome!!!
Whr cn u find them elsewhr??
Wakakaka!!! XD

So reach thr around 9pm
Went to the sea to take a dip~

I tel u wat
It is nt bad to hav a swim at the beach at night
U knw y??
Cz dun hav sun
N u wil nt get dark so fast~~
Wat to do?? I m too 'fair' mah~~
XD

So had my dinner at 10pm
T.T
So late only had my dinner
Damn hungry when eating tat time~~
Hehehehe

Den after all tat
Reach home around 12smtg
Almost to 1am lah~~

Hmm...
My family is damn awesome~~
Really... Dun knw wat 2 say d...
Hahaha

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Been doing a lot of tinking
Since my last post
I guess...
I dun wan 2 regret anythg
So...
My answer is.....

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Wats wrong!!!

Argh!!!

I knw i said tat it was my last post ydy
Bt den!!!

I dun knw...
I jz hav 2 write tis down...
Haiz...

My last post...
The 1 i wrote below de...
Haiz...

I wrote tat it was time for me to let go
Let go of everythg

Haiz...
I cant do it...

Haiz...
Everytime whenever i make a decision tat it is time 4 me 2 let go...

Tat is the time smthg wil happen
Y is tat??

I m jz damn confused!!!
I really dun knw wat 2 do...
Haiz...

Is tis a sign??
Is tis a guidance??
I really dun knw wat 2 do...

I tink i nid to speak with a person
Any1 wil do...
I jz nid some advice...

Hahaha...
Its funny though
Its normally i giv advice
Bt tis time
I seek for an advice...
Who cn giv me tis advice??

I m totally confused!!!

Tis is jz gonna b a short post...
Haiz...

Plz... Nid advice badly...

Monday, January 11, 2010

Shocking News to Me

Hmm~~
My last post stated tat i wun b updating my blog too often
Bt den it looks like i hav to update it 2day...

Cz i tink i wan 2 write it out here

Well
Ydy 10/1/2010

My father, My elder sis, 2nd sis & me
Took my dog - Mimi

To see a vet at Cheras
Hmm~~
My dog is an aggressive dog who was nt expose to other human being else than us
N to other dogs too

Tat is y it is vry aggressive
The reason we had 2 bring her to the vet was bcz thr is a wound under he body
Cn say tat i was juz near her belly

Hmm~~
The doctor said tat
My dog is having cancer
Haiz...
I dun knw wat cancer it was called

Was quite shocking when i heard tis
Kinda sad though
Hearing tat my dog
Who was with me for 12yrs
12yrs for a dog to life is very long
Cz dog cnt live long

She is like part of the family d
Bt den hearing tis news
Is kinda...
I m nw kinda...
Haiz...
I dun knw wat 2 type out 2 express my feeling d

'Life is just too short'

I guess it is best to spend more time with her
Since i dun knw when she wil b leaving us
Cz i dun wan to regret sayin tat i did nt spend time with her

Haiz
Feel so sad tat i cnt help to do anythg

Feeling a bit lost here...
Tinking back bout wat happen early last year...
It is almost a year since tat
Some of u all knew wat is tthe incident
N some does nt knw...

'Life is jz too short, live life too the fullest'

Cz we wil never knw wat is going 2 happen next second...

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Apart of tat
I tink it is finally time for me to do smthg...

I tink it is time for me to let go...
Let go of everthg

Eventhough
It has been years

Haiz...

Cz i tink it is kinda annoying
If i m in tat person's shoe

So...
I guess mayb it is the time...

I dun tink i wil find u again
No more...
Mayb it is time for me to move...

Bt tinking of it
I m stil regretting smthg

Yea yea...
I knw i said tat i dun wanna regret again rite??
Bt wat to do??
If i keep continue like tis??

I wil jz make tat person hate me
M i rite??
Hahahaha~~

Tinking back of a certain person saying
'U dun knw wat a girl is tinking'

Yea... I guess u r rite
I dun knw anythg

Aiya~~
4get bout it bah...
It is time d...

Well
I dun tink i wil b updating another post so fast...
So...
Mayb tis is my last for tis month??

I dun knw
Mayb... Jz mayb...
Unless smthg happen
Mayb a worst case??
Haiz...
Ok la... Dun wan to start crapping again..

Nw it is alrdy 3.41am~ Almost to 4am

It is kinda early
So i m gonna jz go & slp nw..

Sad & kinda hopeless
Plz show me a sign or guidance
I really nid it~

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Time

Now its like 2.16am in the morning
9th of January 2010

Why in the world m i stil awake nw & nt slpin...

Well
I myself oso dun knw wats the reason for tis

Hmm...

Ok ok
Today my post wil all related about time

Wokey!!!
On the 7th of Jan 2010

Had dinner with ex-secondary frens
Well...
Like in the last post
I wrote tat we wil b havin a so called 'farewell' party for Dmond rite??

Well
So i attend it
Saw 1 or 2 faces tat i hav long time din c
The rest
Cn say tat either play bask or at TARC cn c them

Hmm~~ N some did nt attend even being invited
Well... Some i can und cz they are bz with their thgs
Bt some.................
I dun knw wat is the reason so...
Jz 4got bout them bah... Malas wan talk bout them

So
Like i said
It is all related to time
Been a year since i last saw them
Time just flies so fast huh??

Hmm~~
Nt gonna elaborate about wat happpen or watsoever
Cz for those who c my blog & for those who attented tat dinner
They might feel tat 'aiya, i alrdy knw wat happen lah... So dun repeat here leh'
Tat kind of thought might pop out in their mind lah

So... Nt gonna elaborate
Jz a simple & rough explanation here & thr lah...

After dinner
Went to Desa Park City
Bla bla bla...

Den the end...

Kinda short rite??
Hahaha...
Wat 2 do...
Cz at the mean time, either we chit-chat or we play

So thr is really ntg much to elaborate about

Hmm...
Oh yea!!!
During tat 4hours tat we spend time 2gether
I felt tat time jz go by fast leh...
Cz it was just a while we ate dinner
Den go Desa Park City
Den it was alrdy late night d...

Hmm~~
Time flies vry fast these days
N i m positive
I m using the word positive
Tat it wil go even faster

Cz 18yrs of my life
Just past by like a blink of an eye
N coming tis March i wil b 19yrs old

Wow!!!
Wat de??!!
N now typing out tis blog
N at the same time
I m tinking
Wat hav i achieve so far in this 18yrs??

I cant tink of anythg which cn make me proud of it
Hmm...

Tinking of these made me felt worst
Hahaha~~ Kinda down huh?? Or rather sad c-ing tis...

Bt 1 thg for sure...
Time really make ppl mature
Dun u all agree with me??

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Oh yea!!!
It looks like tis year New Year resolution i did nt make any

So here is my New Year's resolution

Well
It is kinda simple though

My New Year resolution is
"To live my life to the fullest & not regretting anythg"

Simple rite??

U knw y i wanna make tis kind of resolution n nt other??

Vry simple...

Cz in the past
Thr are thgs tat i regret & i did nt dare 2 do

Hahaha~~
Tinking back of all those thgs
Now i say tat y i din do all those thgs

Wat was thr to b afraid of??
XD

Time really make ppl mature huh??
Yup... It really does

So now... In 9th Januray 2010
I m stil an 18yrs old boy
Still a teenager

I m gonna implement those sentence into my life
Nt gonna regret doin anythg

N i wish tat u all oso would do tat
Cz in the future u might jz regret smthg which u did nt do in the past

So y u wanna torture urself later in the future??

Hmm...

Like for an example

When u tink about a person
Y dun u try calling or sms tat person on tat instant??

Never say tat u wil do it later
Do it tat instant
Cz 2mrw might never come
Mayb for u, or for tat person

So take the opportunity to do it 2day
Nt 2mrw

If u love a person, say it
If u wanna knw hw tat person is since it has been a while u did nt c them, meet up with them

If u appreciate life
U wil do all tis stuff

Cz u would nt want to regret

Hahahahaha
Talking bout all this i rmb 1 of my fren from college who is a guy
Well... He gt the same opinion towards my perception of wat i wrote above

Cz he hav gone through some thgs oso...
Hahaha XD

Well.... Looks like tis thgs i wrote all kinda too mature d huh??
Hahaha ^^

Jz wanna share my view about life to u all

Alrite
I m gonna start crapping if i continue typing
=P

Wait wait~~
1 last thg
Tis time my post is nt bout wat i hav done in the morning, afternoon or nite

Cz adalah beberapa org
They say tat my blog soooooooooo boring
Keep talk wat i do
So sienzzzz leh....

So i thought 2 myself
Ok lu...
2days post b a different thg bah...

N 1 more thg
Since i wun b writing bout wat i do
So my blog wun b updated sooooooo often lu...
So...
I m gonna stop rite here, rite nw...

So i m Ryan ^^ Signing off from here =P
Ciaozzzzzz
Nw is 2.58am almsost to 3am...

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

No title

2day~
Its ntg special to talk bout it

Bt still i m gonna wrtie out wat i did 2day...

Well...
Today i was suppose 2 reach college at 2.30pm
Bt den i went early cz of some reason

Hmm~~
1st was helping my sis punya fren 2 borrow some books
Den the other thg was to go c Mr.Wong from the S.A.D Department

The 3rd i did was to go to the Bursary to collect my payment~~
^^
After taking the payment
I saw Brian a.k.a Yong Khoon
Wahseh!!!
Its been a long time since i last saw him
N guess wat??
I did nt recognize him when i saw him until he called me
OMG!!!

U knw y i cnt recognize him??
Cz his hair was long & he straighten his hair...
Wahseh!!
He really looks like a...
Like a... Totally diff person leh...

Really OMG!!!

Den later on saw Wilson...
With another person
I tak kenal de...
His classmate lai de loh...
Tats wat he say de...
XD

Den after tat
I wen to the Audio Lab
Since it was the lsat class d...

So went i enter tat place
Mr.Wayne said tat our group did a gud job in the commercial n the Radio Live Show
^^

N he said tat we wil hav the chance to go in the 'Video Lab' in Year2
Hw cool is tat??
He said tat it will b filled in with all the gadgets tat u cn find in a studio~
Fuyoh~~

Tats sounds so cool leh...
After tat class
We saw Mr.Justin our Radio & DJ lecturer

He said tat the Lab will b ready during our 3rd sem
Meaning which tis coming March it wil b ready d
Oh yes!!!

Soon we will b able to do some shooting d
Since we E4 guys are planning on a script alrdy
Heheheh~~ =p

Hope it wil b ready soon lah...

Hmm~~
Exam is jz around the corner
Bt den
I'm too lazy to read
Or should i say
I m nt tat kind of person to read early??
Cz it wun jz go in my mind leh...

Hmm~~
So 2day oso not much thgs to write out de lah...

Oh yea!!!
2mrw wil hav a so called 'Farewell' party for Dmond
Hmm~~
Y is it called like tat?
I dun knw
Bt since he is leaving for Kampar tis Sunday
So they r doin it
Or should i say a certain some1 is doin it...
Hmm...

Yup
Tats it...
It is a certain some1 who is doin it...
Bt is some ppl tinking is i m the 1 who is doin it ar??
Really blur leh...

Ok lah...
Gonna stop writing here d...
Ciaozzzz


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Unlucky day

Yuhooooo!!!!

2day punya blog...
I oso dun knw wan 2 wite wat...

Bt 1st i wil start out
with wat i hav donw 2day
As usual lah

So 2day morning
Gt 8am class
Argh!!!
The tutor say tat 2day punya class dun come oso nvm
OMG!!!
I wasted my gud slp jz 2 come for tis class leh
Bt u say nt important & dun come oso cn
Really dun knw hw 2 express my feeling d...

In class tat time leh...
They was planing whr 2 go after the exam

Gt 2 place for them 2 choose
N tat is either Genting or Taman Negara

Both sounds fun
Hmm...
I dun knw hw lah...
They decide de
N i hope i cn go oso loh...

Cz sometimes go out with different ppl wil make diff atmosphere de mah...
Rite??

Hmm...
Den after tat
We went to DKABF
Cz Mr.Justin invited us to go & c hw those Year 2 ppl from Diploma in Multimedia Design
make a TV commercial & MV

Hmm~~
So ok loh
Its nt like i gt class
So we went thr & watch those thgs lah...

Hmm...
When we reach thr leh
They started to show the TV commercial

Well...
Thr were some which is gud
Some was confusing
Some was nt gud bt the effect is gud...

Erm...
I cant really judge others production rite??
Cz i oso belum try do all thgs...

I remembered wat Derek told me
He said 'As long as I, U & Mic are in the same group we sure cn make a better commercial than them'


XD
Like tat oso he cn say...
Really giv him BOOM leh...
Dun knw lah...
I hav to try to do tis kind of stuff only knw hw gud wil our production wil b lah...

Hmm...
Oh yea!!!
Thr was tis TV commercial i saw
The place & the ppl which was captured by the video was familliar
The place was bcz it was Desa Park City
Den the ppl leh...
I mean the ppl who acted in the commercial
Oso familliar cz it was Y.Wei...
Hahaha...
Tak tersangka
Den i saw who was the ppl who did tis commercial
N i saw it was the ppl who was ex-Raja Ali ppl oso de

Hmm~~
Den after all tat leh...
I went back home
Did nt waited to c those MV
Cz...
I hav seen some b4
So i knw hw 'gud' wil the MV wil b..
So i told them tat i wil b goin back

Hmm~~
Ntg much to talk bout oso upon reaching home

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Oh yea!!! About my unlucky day
Hmm... I dun really wanna talk about it
Cz... Argh!!! I wan 2 forget bout tis thg
Dun wan keep it in my mind

1 more thg
About the ydy's post
Tinking bout it
Thr is ntg to b happy or excited about...

Dun knw...
Ydy i was kinda happy
Bt now tinking about it again
I feel tat thr is ntg 2 b happy about...
Haiz...

Monday, January 4, 2010

Tired bt happy

Oh yea!!!

Finally my title changed d rite??
U knw y??
Hahaha~~~

I'll explain it slowly bah...

Hmm~~

2day morning
Yea...
I mean today morning ar...
Nt morning like 7am or watsoever

Bt it is 2am
tat is 2day morning
I still haven slp yet
Cz y??
Cz tat time i jz only finished reading manga & on9 mah...

So after shutting down the com
I went in to my room & lie on my bed lu

Tat time leh...
I was stil tinking bout wat i wrote about my last post
N some certain stuff

Den i was looking at my hp...
Hmm~~
*gt the habit of looking at my hp eventhough it is nt ringing*

So den after doing all tis crappy stuff

I kept my hp away & close my eyes loh...
Around 2.30am
My hp rang...

Wat de??!!
So late d
N my hp wil ring de meh??
So geng??
Tat time i was tinking who sms-ed me so late nite

When i look at my hp
I saw a name~~

Wahseh!!!
Finally gt reply d...
After so long...
^^

So chatted a while loh...
Den no reply again...
Mayb tertidur d gua...
Its ok, knwing tat u r tired
^^

So den after tat i slept d
Bt den iregretted 1 thg
Argh!!!
I should at least sms-ed a last msg rite
Hate myself for nt doin tat...
Ok ok...

Leave tat as it is nw...
So i slept & woke up at 9am
Cz at 10am Derek & Mic wanted to meet up at coll to do some music stuff

Hmm~~
I dun tink i want to talk about tat
Cz ntg special to talk bout it

After all tat
I went back home around 4smthg

Went home leh
Straight go & slp
Cz really vry tired
Dun knw y 2day i really felt really extremely tired

Hmm~~
Den when wake up
It was alrdy 7pm
Sis was the 1 who woke me up cz dad said want to go 4 makan

So wake up & go makan with them lu
Den came home
FB awhile den nw writing tis blog
Later might b watching Paranormal Activity with my family gua
On TV lah
Downloaded de
^^
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Really happy tat i did nt slp early ydy
^^
If nt, i would miss tat chance d
Alrite...
Gonna stop here d... ^^

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Wat a day

Hmm~~
It is alrdy the 3rd day after New Year...

Y do i hav the feeling tat tis year
erm... er...
Hw should i say it ar
tat tis year might or might nt b a gud year...
Kinda complicated lah...

So alrite
2day leh...
Cn say tat i did nt do much thgs lah
It jz tat i hav jz on9, watch manga & watch tv loh...

Tat was my activity for the day

Well
Actualy at nite decided 2 go play basketball de
Bt den it started 2 rain
So sad T.T

So when it was raining tat time
around 7smthg
I told mum tat i m gonna go put petrol 4 the van since later i might nt go play bask
due to the rain

So i drove the van to put petrol at Mobil lah

Hmm...
When it is raining & u r driving alone
N u r listening to some certain songs...
Ur mood tends to jz swing
Or mayb it is jz me lah

Cz my mood really swing or in another word
It is called down

Well..
Ntg much to talk bout tat
Den afer putting the petrol
I received a msg saying tat the rain had stop
So bask still on

Oh yeah!!!
After so long
I cn go play bask d

So i drove back home
2 get my clothes & stuff

Hmm...
Still looking at the same direction whenever i use tat road
So near yet so far...
hahaha~~
=P

Remembered one of my coll fren said smthg

So after getting my stuff
Drove to the bask court

Thr meet up with them & play loh

2day nt much of ppl lah
Including me is 9ppl only

Gt C.guan, Nic, W.Aun, K.Jye, K.Hau, T.Siang, Ant & lastly the guy so long din play with us
D.Mond

D.mond will b leaving to Kampar next week
So mayb tis would b the last he wil b playing with us for tis month bah...
Hmm...
I guess so

Bt... Bt
We alrdy made a promised
Tis coming CNY
We are gonna meet with each other again
I hope tat time he alrdy back bah...
^^

So tis year CNY i wil b looking forward to it
Cz last year punya CNY i could nt make it
Eventhough i planned everythg due to a certain sad reason
Tat i would nt wan to bring it up
Eventhough i stil tink bout tat painful memory
Ok ok
Nt gonna spoil the mood here
The thg only some ppl knw lah

Ok~~
So tis year CNY i gonna come out celebrate with u all
Hope wun b like last year lah
Cz its a bit scared when u tink bout it
Rite K.Hau??
Hahaha~~ XD

Hmm~~
So after playing bask with them
Nw i m back home
On9
Writing tis blog...
Nt much to write oso

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Tis few days after write my blog sure gt smthg down here i wil smthg de
Y is tat so??
Well, jz wanna express smthg loh...
Hmm...
Heard some stuff during playing bask tat time

Hmm...
Argh!!! Suan le bah...
I oso dun knw...

K lah.. stop here d

Past 2days

Alrite~~
I'm back here 2 update my blog for tis year 2010

I could not blog on the 1st day of 2010 cz i was too tired to update my blog...
Den for the 2nd day leh...
I din update it at the appropriate time lah
Cz i was reading a manga
On9 manga

I'll explain wat manga made me so interested de...

So coming to the subject

New Year tat time
Which was the 01/01/2010

Early in the morning
Around 7smthg
My family started its 1day trip
Y??
Cz my dad suddenly say wan go Pahang loh
I oso tak tahu 4 wat
Bt he say jz go thr 1day trip loh

So ok...
Impossible i say no & stay back at hse de rite??
Cz i stay at hse oso wil get bored de...
Its not like i gt other thgs 2 do rite??
Y said so??
Cz...
Hmm~~ Jz let it be lah... Oso lazy wan answer tat

So went to Pahang
Ate breakfast at Karak 1st
Den go to Gua Charas
Near Panching thr

Hmm~~
Its a cave lah...
Nt gonna describe more bout tis

Den later on~
Went to a Taoist temple

Den after tat
Makan den come back loh

To tel the truth
I slept through the journey leh
U knw y??
Cz the day b4 tat i did nt gt any sleep mah
*check the info on my last blog*

We came back to my hse around 7smthg

Ohyea!!!
B4 tat W.Xin text me askin whether later wan go yam cha or nt...
At 1st i nt sure wat time i wil reach home
So i told her tat i wun b goin

Bt later on when reach hse
I told her tat i wil b goin loh...

Actually i told to called others oso de
Bt den tinking tat it was New Year wor...
Others sure gt plan oso de lah...
So y wan kacau them leh??

So i jz gt myself ready & go to aman puri loh
Cz they wan go to a new place yam cha~~
The place name was 'Green Apple Cafe'

Oklah~~ Nt bad lah the place

Hmm~~
I came back quite early
Cz i oso cnt hang out til vry late de lah

So tat was it 4 my so called New Year Celebration

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02/01/2010

I woke up late
1pm only i woke up
Cn say tat i replaced Thursday punya sleep lah

Hmm~~
The whole day i was watching Slam Dunk
Den i read the manga of Slam Dunk

Cz the Slam Dunk video is only til episode 101 mah
The rest all have to c manga de

Hmm~~
Vry exciting when i read the manga
They use the suspense technique
Nid to capture ppl's attention & interest de mah~~

Hahaha~~
Beginning to use some theory tat o hav learnt in my daily life d

Hmm~~
I read the manga til jz now loh...
Gt alot of chapter bt i read it finish d

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Now leh.. I gt ntg 2 do...
Jz updating my blog...

Oh yea...
Guess wat??
No reply at all
Even til today oso ntg
Kinda disappointed though

Dun knw y lah
Even nw my heart is feeling empty
Wats wrong with me??
Lee Hom's song
Suits me well now...

Ok ok~~
I tink i m starting to crap again...
So stop d lah
^^