Giving counseling

Hmm~~
2day leh... Cn say quite bored bah...
Dun knw lah... Cz at college 2day mcm ntg 2 do...
Jz attend for tutorial & lecture only...
Like vry bored...

Lectured ended at 4pm bt i gt meeting at 6pm...
Gt 2hours free 4 me...
So i thought to jz sit at canteen2 & play my PSP 2 waste time...

Bt mana tahu...
1 of my college fren... Knew him during 1st sem
He came & talk to me...
Den we was talking loh...
Nt talking lah~~
It was more like i 'shot' him lah...
Hw 2 explain leh... Dun knw lah... I was more like counseling him~~
Cz during 1st sem tat time... He was a better person than nw...

So i was telling him lah~~
It more like giving him a lecture bt it is about the reality of life bah...
^^

Hmm~~
Wonder he wil und all wat i said or nt loh...
Cz he say he und everythg wat i said & agree with everythg i said...
Jz hope he will change loh...

Haiz~~
When telling him tat, i shared abit of my experience with him...
Felt abit sad~~
Haiz...
Suan lah... Oso passed alrdy... Bt i still can rmb it clearly in my mind...

Now feeling abit sick d...
Hope 2mrw wun sick lah...
If nt 2mrw sitting fir MMS wil die de leh...
Oso haven start reading... Dun knw hw m i gonna die d...
T_T

Gud or Bad?

Once again back for blogging...

Hmm~~
Is being gud really tat gud ar??
I dun knw lah... Sometimes i feel tat being too gud no use de...

Y m i feeling like tat?? Haiz...
Adalah... Somethgs tat make me tink like tat~~
Being gud, ppl wil take advantage... Argh!!!

Should i turn into a bad boy??
Bt if i turn into 1, it is like against my own nature...
Dun knw lah...
Mayb i should learn how 2 bcome 1~

Tis few days or should i say start from last week...
My MSN cnt b use...
So much of probleh... Wan 2 re-install it oso cnt...
Nvm lah.. Its not like when i on9 oso gt use..
Like no difference de...
So i tink better dun install bah...

Hmm~~
Mid-term exam is around the corner...
2mrw gt 1 & Friday gt another 1...
Dun knw hw m i gonna die soon...
Haiz~

P/S : After c-ing smthg feel abit down... I dun knw wat is tat meaning bt it really made me feel down... Haiz~~

Wat shall i do??

Its been 2weeks since i wrote my blog...
Yup~~ More den 2 weeks bah...

Hmm~~
Actually writing tis blog, i oso dun knw wat 2 write...

Haiz...
Looking at my tittle
Wat can i do?? Wat should i do??
Argh!!!!

After c-ing smthg...
Aiya~~
I oso dun knw wat m i crapping about...
Haiz...

Whr should i start??
Wat should i write...
I really dun knw...

Bt i m sure of 1 thg... My mood these day jz swings....

Haiz~~ Wats wrong??
Well~ Mayb is bcz of the rain??

Or some other 'reasons'??
Hmm~ Jz can say tat... My heart feel 'pain' bah...
Haiz...

Worried

Haiz~~~

I'm kinda worried now...
Cz just now i was researching bout some thgs...

N it happened to be, wat i research is kinda like bad...
OMG!!!

Y is it like tat??
Haiz...
Hope it is not wat i tink & wat i saw lah...
Haiz...

Hope i can get more details bah...

Damn worried rite now...

The Truth~~

Its been 4days since i last blog...

Hmm~~ Cn say tat... Many thgs hav happen it the past 4days...
I dun tink i wil say much bt the past 4 days...

Jz say a few thgs only lah...

So on last thurs - 29/10/2009
Went to watch the movie "Jennifer's Body"
The movie ok lah... Cnt say vry gud oso...
Bt i like the OST of the song tat is "Through The Trees by Low Shoulder"
Like tat song alot now... ^^

Nt gonna talk bout friday cz ntg nice or anythg tat can be said...

Den on sat tat is ydy - 31/10/2009

Ydy nite...
Went out with them 2 'yam cha'
Hmm~~
Wat can i say... Did i enjoy it or not??
I cant really say tat i enjoyed it, eventhough my MSN PM wrote tat i enjoyed it...

Bt tinking back... Did i really enjoyed it ar??
I dun tink so bah...
Hmm...

So today... 1/11/2009

Today... I was kinda like normal...
Cz it was jz like any ordinary day...

Bt later at nite... Around 6 or 7smthg...
It rained...
I dun knw y... Sudd like no mood d...
I oso dun knw wat is the reason.. Is it bcz of the rain??
I dun knw...

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Is it normal for ppl to sweet talk to u when they need ur help??
I just dun get it... Is it??

Just whenever i hear ppl do tis, i just get "Again tis kind of talk?? Sienzzz"
Haiz...
Just dun really like it bah...

P/S : Tis is not for any1... Just writing it cz it is fact...

Not really in the mood to write blog today...