Felt like i could not do anythg

Here i am, once again...

Hmm~~ Ydy din write any blog...
Cz... I'll explain later...
So i'll start off with ydy punya hal...

Tuesday 27/10/2009

It was a morning class, 8am class... So i had rushed myself 2 college...
Reached college... Enter the class & studied lah...
It was MSS tutorial class~

Hmm~~
We draw smthg during tat class... It was 1 of the question...
Cnt really say tat i had fun bah...

After tat class leh...
I had 2 stay back, cz i had accepted Ms.Yvonne's offer 2 b her assistant for Gym class mah...
So i stayed back loh...

Or should i say, i spend time with my college frens at jusco...
Cz from 11am till 2pm i gt ntg 2 do leh...

So all of us decided 2 go to Jusco & makan at McD loh...
While at thr, we talked many stuff lah...

When nearly 1.45pm like tat leh
I bid them farewell & rushed back to college loh...
Cz i cnt b late mah...

So went to the Gym & took every1's attendance slip...
While taking some of the ppl's slip
Thr was tis girl...
I talk to her in BI, askin whr is her towel
She gave me the look like she dun und...
So i had to ask her in BC lah...
When i asked her in Chinese, guess wat her reaction was??
Her eyes grew bigger & she was kinda shocked c-ing me talkin 2 her in BC...

Hahahaha~~
Nt only tat girl lah... Bt some of the guys oso...
Damn funny c-ing their reaction leh...
I thought it was a common thg for other races to speak in Chinese
^^

So after taking all the attendance slip, i pass all the papers to Ms. Yvonne lah...
Den after doin tat, i had to bring all of the students to go for a jog around the swimming pool for 3 rounds...

Ms. Yvonne told me tat i can jz run for 2 round & tat stop
So after running for 2 rounds i mai stop lah... Bt asking the others 2 continue
The guys all was looking at me say tat i 'curi tulang' wor~~
GRRRR!!!!
Geramnya!!! Nt i wan de loh... Ms. Yvonne told me tat geh... T_T

So after tat, bring them back to Gym, do some stretching & let them watch some video loh...
While they watch the video, some of them jz slept all d...
Damn funny leh...
Especially gt 2 guys lah... They close their face with the towel & slept d...
Hahaha~~

After watching the video, they can go back liao...
^^
Dun knw y lah... Bt i cant wait for next week again... Hahaha~~

Den after tat I balik rumah...

Hmm~~
Den at night... Aiks....
I jz felt so helpless...

Do u know... Tat when u sms-ed me, telling me ur problems & wat u nid to do n so on...
I want to help u so badly... Bt i felt so helpless... I cnt do anythg even when i want 2 help u...
I'm really very sorry~~ Haiz...
Really felt helpless...

Wednesday 28/10/2009

Hmm~~
Wat can i say...
Today dun really hav the mood??
Haiz...

In the morning, had ENG class...

Den had Radio & DJ tutorial...
Broadcast Writing lecture was cancel 2day...

After tat, had Radio & DJ Practical...
Had during tat time...
Cz it was damn cold in the room...
Especially the announcer room because it was raining & the room was close & filled with cold air...
Even wearing a jacket, i felt vry cold leh...
So learn more thgs about the console...

Den after tat can balik loh...
Supposedly class should end at 6pm geh... Bt because lecture was cancel so balik awal loh...

Hmm~~
Actually 2day ntg much to write about...


Oh yea!!!
I 4got to write smthg...
Hmm~~
Well, tis thg leh... Is not meant anythg lah... Jz it is a fact of life bah...

If there is a person u know... Tat person hav done so much of gud thgs...
U c tat person as a gud person & u label tat person in the gud zone...
Bt once tat person do a bad thg... Tat person will be straight label in the bad zone??

Y is tat ar?? I really dun get it?? Haiz... Tis thg is not meant to any1...
Jz simply wrote it cz i feel it is true... ^^

K lah... I wil b stopping here now...

Finally!!!

Oh yea!!!
Finally i hav done wat i did nt do on Friday...

At last... After doing tis thg, no nid so worry bout it d...
Jz worry whether they wil 'tendang balik' the thg only...
Hope wun bah~~

So today...
2pm start class & ends at 6pm...
2 diff class lah...

After all tat class...
Gt a meeting at SWC room...

Die loh...
Gt 2thgs tat nid to be done...
Cz we hav been given 2 test 2 do...

The 2nd test i dun tink wil hav any prob... Cz It wil b a whole group work mah...
17ppl, sure gt idea to giv de mah...
So tat i wun worry much...

The thg tat i nid 2 crack my head is the 1st test...
Argh!!!
Hw am i gonna write a report??
Can dun write mah??
If dun write, cnt join SWC d...
Alamak!!!
Susahnya...
T_T
The worst part is, tat tis thursday hav 2 hand in... Die loh...

Too much of pressure d...

Suan le bah...
I hope i am able 2 write loh...

Hmm~~
Today...

Dun knw y lah... Mood kinda abit down...
No reason actually lah...
I oso dun knw y wil like tat leh... Today when reach college around 12.55pm
I sat near canteen 2 thr... Terdengar the song 'Waiting for u' sang by a chinese male singer lah...
Dun knw wat is his name...

Nice song leh...
Hahaha~~ Old song is nice... M i rite??

Hmm~~ 2day actually gt ntg 2 write lah...
Jz write 4 fun only...

So gonna stop here lu...
2mrw i tink gonna b a tired day d...
T_T
Hav 2 bcom Student Assistant liao...
Die loh...

Wat a day??!!!

4days hav past since i last update my blog...

Hmm~~ Whr should i start again??

Friday?? Can i dun talk bout it?? Cz friday is an unlucky day 4 me...
Totally unlucky!!! Haiz... Its not anythg lah... Its about smthg tat happened in college
Damn sienzzz about it~

So i'll start of from saturday bah...

Saturday 24/10/2009

Guess wat??!! I woke up at 1pm leh...
Geng or nt?? Well... It is actually ntg 2 b proud of lah...
Hehehe~~ Bt its been a long time since i slept tat long loh...

Hmm~~ Kinda happy in the afternoon lu... I mean around 2pm.. ^^

Den at nite... Had 2 go to temple with my family~~
Had to wear the traditional way of how the Indian ppl wear loh...
Cz gt 1ppl from the temple asked my dad to tel me to wear like tat wor...
Cz ada macam satu event at tat temple lah...

Hmm~~ Ntg much to talk bout saturday oso lah...


Sunday 25/10/2009

In the morning... Played basketball with Nic, T.Siang & Khau lu~~
The 4 of us went to maluri & play loh...

It looks like... I nt gud in Bask d ar... T_T

Ok ok... We finished playing around 11am...
So we decided to go makan lah...
Bt b4 tat had 2 send T.Siang back 1st, cz he sudah janji his mum tat he go back makan...
So sad... Din join us...

So tak apalah~~ So the 3 of us decided to go makan 'Yong Tau Fu'
Sun bian go meet C.guan mah...
Cz he working at thr...

So we went thr, saw him, oredered food & makan lah... Wat else?? ZzZzZzZzZ
After makan, we sat thr & continue to chit-chat loh...

Around 1smthg tat time...
Guess who we saw??
An unexpected person tat we would never thought to b see-ing tat person...
The person was Pn.Tan~~

Wow!!!
Wat a co-incidence leh...
Who would hav expected tat?? No1 rite?? I & Khau look at her & say 'Hi' loh~~

After tat we continue chit-chating lah... Bt nt with her yet...
When we almost wan go tat time, we went over to her table & talk to her awhile lah....
Hehehe~~ N guess wat she told the 2 of us?? She say "When gt time & come back to the skul lah..."

Wahseh!!! Never thought tat she would say tat leh... Hahaha~~

So after tat went back loh...
Came home... Slept, cz too tired d... Bt cnt really say i slept lah... Cz gt smthg made me cannot sleep...

Hmm~~

P/S :Hey... If u r reading tis blog~~ Jz wanna tel u tat, if u gt any problem or anythg tat u nid help... Jz tel me lah... I'll try my very best to help u & solve ur prob de ok??
N 1 more thg... Erm... Hw should i put tis in words...
I was really really vry worried when u sms-ed me like tat...

N i wish tat in the future u would sms me if u gt a problem, K??
Cn u do tat?? ^^

Today, turned out to be a gud day ^^

Too much of thgs happen

Its been 4days since i last blog...
Hmm~~

Well, during tis last 4 days..
Many thgs happen...

Wat can i say... Is it bad luck?? Or izit jz my luck??
Hahaha~~ Wat a weird way to say my own luck...

Well... Whr should i start 1st?? On sat?? Or sun?? Or everthg??
I tink i wil start from sat nite bah~~

Well, on sat nite tat wil b 17/10/09 = Deepavali day rite??
Did nt enjoy tat much bt tat nite i had fun...
Do u knw y??

Cz tat nite i went out yam cha with some of my heng dai...
Actually, its been a few times we went out yam cha d lah... Hehehe~~

Everytime i go out with them 4 yam cha sure vry happy de...
I dun knw y... Jz tat they really cn make me happy lah...

Hmm~~
Tat nite oso we hav alrdy plan everythg tat we want to on DEC~~
Hope everythg goes ok bah...

Ok~~
I'll stop for saturday now...

18/10/2009

Well... Its a sunday...
Hmm~~ Tat day...
Wat can i say?? Should i say tat i m happy or unhappy??

Or should i say tat at nite playing basketball with them was fun
Bt after playing basketball i was unhappy?? Is it like tat?? Hahaha...

Oh yea!!!
I 4got to say tat, tat day nite i drove to Tmn. City to play with them...
My 1st time driving alone?? Yes it is!!!
Hahaha

Hmm~~
The unhappy part... I dun tink i m gonna elaborate bout it

19/10/09

Classes at 10am & it ends at 6pm
Thx God tat Dad let me drive 2 college if nt, i stil hav 2 wait for my 3rd sis 2 pick me up...

4got to tell tat Practical for Radio & DJ was awesome!!!
Finally got to try how 2 work on the console... Mayb i m goin 2 learn hw to b a DJ d... Hahaha~~

So my 1st time driving 2 college...
Nt really tat scary bah...
Hehehe~~ Bt on tat day... Wat can i say?? No mood??

20/10/09

Kinda surprised in the morning cz did nt expect to receive a msg from 'some1'
Hmm~~ For a moment thr... I was kinda happy bt after tinking back...
Wat is thr 2 be happy about??

So i continued to skul in the morning at 8am...
Classes was on til 11am...
After tat did nt hav class...

So decided to go eat with my college fren & go back home...
Reach home leh... Terus on the net to check my result, cz the result alrdy out...
Thx GOD tat i pass all my subject...
Den tat day... Ntg much lah...

21/10/09

It is like a normal day...
Ntg special bt...
I dun knw y... Is it jz me or wat?? Wats wrong??
Erm~~ I mean, wat is going on with every1??

It looks like everythgs is going wrong today... Heng dai!!! Gambateh bah...
Everthg is going to be fine?? I wish 2 say tat, bt i m in no position to say tat...
Haiz...


Alrite!!! Finally i wrote everythg out... Did i??
Wait wait... I 4got to write smthg d...

Streamyx is not gud!!!
I could not write my blog is due to them... Hate them!!!

Now, did i wrote everthg?? No no... Thr is stil another thg...
Tis thg... Some ppl might find it true... Some ppl might jz dun agree with wat i write...
Bt there is 1person, if tis person c tis, tis person might hate me?? I hope not...
Plz 4giv me k?? I jz nid to write it out... I dun wan tel 2 any1... Cz i dun wan 2 say names...
So 4giv me...

Y do u gals, always like 2 use the excuses like...
"I wanna focus in my studies" or "I wanna focus in my work"
The ending for those 2 sentences wil b "so i wil not tink about any love thgs" or even "so i wil hav no time 4 'pak toh' stuff"

Wow!!! Wats wrong?? I really dun get it...
If i hav offended any1 especially 'U', I'm sorry~~
Bt i really cannot accept tis kind of excuses... Its really unacceptable...

Ok lah... I tink i hav alrdy out everthg d... I really sorry if i offended 'U'

Had a gud day... But...

Today...
Is friday... Wat nonsense am i talking about... Ofcz it is friday lah~ If nt??

Ok ok...
So 2day...
Had classes at college bt at 3.30pm... Late rite??
Wat 2 do... Morning lecture cancel d & tis week's practical all cancel
So jz hav 1 tutorial class...
The subject of tis class is 'Broadcast Writing (Radio)'

I thought tat tis tutorial would b boring bt it turned out to be fun...
Cz i laugh until the class finish...
Whoah!! Its been a long time since i laugh like tat d...
Thx 2 Ah Fatt oso lah... Cz he made the all the classmates & the Ms. Yau to laugh...
Hehehe~~

Oh yea!!
I 4got 2 write smthg d...
On the way goin 2 class... I saw a heng dai of mine...
When i saw him, i was kinda happy 4 him lah... Cz his prob sudah ok...
Bt now chatting with him, it seems tat he stil ada sikit prob... Heng dai 'jia you' ar!!! Dun giv up!!

Class ended at 5pm
Din ask sis 2 fetch me cz it was stil early, so i decided 2 take bus 2 go home loh...
Aiks~~
Made a silly mistake... Cz the bus was too full & it was after office hour d...

Actually b4 i went 2 college
Mum asked me 2 drive to thr... Bt i say dun wan, lazy wan drive...
Mana tahu~~ I really should hav listen 2 her...
Mayb next time, for friday class i might actually drive 2 college...
Hmm~~ Should i?? Hahaha...

Hmm~~
Now leh... Its 10.20pm d... Another few hours den 'Deepavali' wil b here d...
Tis year... Dun hav the mood 4 tis & nt only tat, i can't celebrate it oso...
So its ok bah... Cz i am nt in the mood 4 'Deepavali'

Haiz...
How i wish tat u would find me 2 chat...
Argh!!!
If nt 2day, 2mrw cn?? T_T

It is weird

Today~
Is actually ntg special, jz like other normal ordinary day...
Classes stil go on like normal... Ntg special...
Jz tat today's music appreciation class was like 'Whoah!!'
Bt actually, quite 'sien' de loh...

Hmm~~
I did nt attend 4 the lecture at 2pm, dun knw y, dun feel like goin lah...
So i came back earlier 2day...

Upon reaching home at 1smthg
Mum asked me 2 show direction to my 'wai po' hse to a lorry driver
Cz my aunt ada benda nak bagi kat my 'wai po'

Mum asked me 2 sit in the lorry bt i did nt wan 2
I told mum tat i prefer cycling lah...
Cz jz inside mah...

So i cycled while the guy followed me behind...
The faster i cycle, the faster the lorry move~
Its like he is chasing me like tat

When i reach 'wai po' hse...
My leg was shaking cz it has been so long since i cycle the bicycle tat fast...
After helping the lorry driver 2 pindah somethgs
I ride the bicycle back loh...

While i was passing the jinjang field...
Without me realising, my head turn 2 somewhr, c-ing a place...
Aiks~

After reaching home...
I went to my bed & slept, my whole body was paining especially my legs
It was worse den playing basketball... Hahaha~~

Den at nite...
Went out to celebrate my father's bro's B'day
Nt gonna elaborate bout it...
Upon reaching home... Jz watch a few anime & decided 2 update my blog lah...

N guess wat??
Thr is a person... Who is nt suppose to tink anythg or even 'luan xiang' about smthg~
Bt stil tat person wan 2 make their mind 2 simply tink... Aiyayaya~~
Tat person is nt me ar.... Dun get the wrong idea... It is some1 i knw lah...
U knw who u r loh... Hahaha~~

I tink i m gonna stop here lah...
It is alrdy 1.22am d...
Dun knw whether i cn slp or nt... =P

The Word 'IF'

The word 'IF' is commonly use by every1 & y izit??
I jz dun get it... Y does every1 like to use it??
Well, i can't blame them from using it cz i hav been using it once upon a time...

Humans usually use the word 'IF' when they regret somethg...
It could be anythg tat they hav regret in their life...

Regret is 1 thg tat we should nt hav cz we only hav 1 chance to do smthg in tis life
N for sure, none of us would regret doing anythg or ntg rite??

Last time, i always use the word 'IF'
Bt nowadays, i try nt use it cz I do not wan 2 regret anythg in my life anymore...

I started realizing tis earlier tis year...
It was really a great impact to me...
I lost a person who is very & extremely important to me...
I hav been tinking
"IF only I had accompanied her during her last few days, would tat make her happy??"
"IF only i done the thgs tat she like, would she be happy??"

IF only....
To tink back now, the word 'IF' cnt do a thg cz it is alrdy too late...
It is alrdy to late to even regret anythg....
M i rite??

So after tat thg happen...
I hav made up my mind...

I DO NOT wan to regret anythg in my life again~
It is vry hurting to say the word 'IF' again...

So from now on, I'm gonna do thgs no matter wat it is...
Cz, i DO NOT wan 2 regret a single thg in my life again...
I hav only 1 chance to live in tis earth~~
Y can't i make the best out of it & do the thgs which i wil nt regret??
Cz i do not wan to regret in the future...

So ppl!!!
DO NOT regret anythg in ur life...
Cz it is not worth it to regret anythg...

Do thgs tat wil make u happy, do thgs tat u wil nvr regret...
Live ur life like there is no tomorrow!!!
Be happy always & make the ppl around u happy!!
Cz when they are happy, u wil b happy too~~
Especially ur LOVED ones...

There is many problem

Its just been 1hour but i m updating my blog again...
Wats the reason??

Looking at the tittle, many ppl is facing their own prob in various way
I dun get it, bt it looks like every1 is going through a lot of trouble tis month??
Y izit huh??

Haiz... Heng dai hav their own prob~
Nt only tat, there is stil others who hav prob bt i cnt say their names out here cz i dun wan them to be famous... Hahaha~

Haiz... Dun knw lah.. Bt i jz hope thgs work out for them...

Gud luck to all my frends!! U all hav my support~~

I'm Back To The Blogging World

Hey guys!!!

I'm back into blogging again...
Well, its just gonna b about me & my life...
Not so interesting though bt i hope tat u all wil enjoy reading my blog...

^^
Well, i wil keep it short for today...
Cz tis is my 1st blog rite??
It wil b more after today... I promise tis...