Afraid

Been very bz tis pass few days...
Erm cnt really say bz lah...
Jz tat i feel really very stress

Ok... Gonna update abit stuff of wat i hav been doin

So Sun - 14/3/10

Morning went out with family to a place
I cnt really rmb the place punya name lah
Bt i tink the place name is call 'Maran' lah

Went thr to pray lah...
Hmm...

Ntg much cn say bout tat

Den afternoon went to Rawang to celebrate my nephew's B'day
Oso gt ntg much to say bout oso

Den at nite went for 'Encore' event at college lah...

Hmm...
Cnt say much bout tis oso...

Gonna skip bout monday
Ntg much cn talk bout it oso...

Den on tuesday leh...
Finally!!!

Bought a DSLR camera d~~
^^ So i tink my assignment gonna b gud bah :p

Hope so lu... Hav 2 learn more bout the cam & the technique d ^^

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Den 2day leh...
M i happy?? Or m i afraid??

So today punya topic is linked to the main topic lah...
Ok~~

So... I m afraid
Afraid of lots of thgs...
The 1 & only word tat i m most afraid of is 'failure'

Y is tat?? Erm~~ Well...
Bad experiences?? Yea... Tats the word...
Haiz... Bad experiences can really make a person afraid

OMG!!!
Wat m i gonna do??

1 of my college fren ask me nt 2 b afraid & jz do it...
Bt den it is easier said than b done rite??

Haiz...
Hw nw?? Shall i do it or nt?? Nid a guidance or a hint will do...
Cn?? T.T

Confidence??

Hmm~~

Lets see... Wat hav i done for tis past few days??

Alrite... Start of with Thursday - 11/3/10

Well.. My last sem result came out...
Hmm... Kinda disappointed with it though...
Well.. Nvm bah...
I'll do it better next time...
Gambateh!!! ^^

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Den on Friday...

Hmm~~
I did nt get much slp on nite b4 tat...
Meaning tat i was doin my assignment til 4.30am tis morning
N woke up at 7.30am
Tat is jz for 3hours only though

Cz at 10am i nid 2 b at college for photo-shot lah...
For SWC thgs de...

Hmm~~
After tat jz chit-chat with them a bit...

Den... Meeting at 3pm
Helped Fumi with assignment bt den he vry cham
Cz could nt pass up him assignment...

After all tat stuff
I went home at 6.30pm

Reach home almost 7smthg d
Upon reaching home, sis say wan go IKANO shopping
Cz 1 of my relative gonna hav a big dinner next week...
^^

Hmm~~
So went thr, bought some clothes...

Hmm~~
Den upon goin home tat time... After all the shopping lah~~
Sis they all were shopping at 1 shop
While i was waiting for them outside
Hmm... While waiting for them
There was a kind of music was played
Kinda slow & moody punya song lah...

Den u knw lah...
When tis kind of song is played
Ur mood oso wil follow according to the song rite???

Den yea...
Kinda feel moody though...
Den began to tink simply & felt more moody...
Haiz...

Den went back lah...
Reach home around 12am...
Cz b4 tat went to Cheras lah...

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Den 2day Saturday - 13/3/10

Woke up at 4pm...
Hw gud was tat??
Was kinda tired lah... Cz of insufficient of sleep.... T.T

Bt i feel refreshed though... ^^

Hmm~~
Den was watching movie...

At nite went out yamcha with C.guan, S.Haur & Ah Nee lu~~
Cz c.guan asked me in the afternoon 2 go yamcha
So ok lu~~

Had lots of talk with them... ^^
N oh yea!!! We planned 2 go for a trip next year...
So gonna saved lots of $$ d... ^^

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Ok~~
So tat aside...

My main topic for the day is about confidence huh??

Hmm...
B4 tat i wanna say tat i finally willing to let go...
Tis time it is real & i cn do it d...
U knw y i m certain bout it??

Cz when i was listening 2 the music at IKANO

I was nt moody bcz of tat person d...
So... i tink i m finally ready to let go d...

The reason i was moody was linked to the topic of the day...
Confidence...
Haiz...
I tink i lack of it...
SHIT!!!!

Damn it!!! I cnt lack of it...
I nid it!!! I dun wan 2 regret anythg
I really nid it!!! I dun care!!!
If i dun hav it, i wil make it... I dun care d...
I dun wan regret anythg!!!

No REGRETS!!! ^^

K lah~~ Gonna off d...
Later hav 2 go out d... T.T

Erm... I mean later like Sunday morning??
Cz nw it is Sunday d.... ^^

Busy busy & busy!!!!

Ok~~

Last punya post was about my B'day rite...
So the continuation from tat day onwards which was on 2/3/10 tat is Tuesday
Jz gonna make it simple lah...
Lazy wan type long leh... :p

Hmm~~
Tis day leh... Shenny took me out to makan with her frens loh...
Went to Genting Klang thr eat Western Food lah...
Never been thr... Consider as my 1st time bah... ^^

Kinda enjoy the food & oso the ppl lah...
I mean the atmosphere with her frens lah...
It was totally different cz i dun really knw them... Jz a few only loh...
Kira as 1 bah if excluding Shenny~

Bt still enjoyed myself loh... ^^
Thx Ah Jie~~

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Hmm~~ From wed til sat leh...
I cnt say much lah... Cz i kinda 4get wat happen d leh...
Bt den ntg much to say bout it oso loh...
So jz gonna skip until sun lah...

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So on Sun = 7/3/10

Went out with some of my secondary skul frens
Which consisted of Victor, MFoong, TSiang, BChin, Shenny, WXin & WSien

Hmm~~
Wat shall i say...
Did i enjoyed myself?? Yea~~
Did i nt enjoyed myself?? Yea~~

Huh?? Wat is tat supposed to mean??!!!

Hmm... To und even more clearer... I kinda enjoyed & nt really enjoyed at the same time...
Due to some reason... Hmm... After hearing it lah...
Bt den... I dun really care bout it...
So... Tat is ur choice... Nt mine...
So.. Yea... I dun care~~

Bt still... Thx 4 doing tis lah...
Hmm... I wun expect anythg in the future though...

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So last week was about my enjoyment during the 1st week of March~~ ^^

Den tis week leh... On monday... Tat is 8/3/10
After the morning class...
Went to Lake Titiwangsa with some of classmates
Cz we nid to take photos for our 'Basic Photography' class...
It is our assignment lah... Bt gt rules tat we nid to follow when we take the pictures loh...
Vry hard de leh~~ T.T

So we went thr... Took photos...
Played~~ XD
Kill 2 birds with 1 stone mah... Rite?? Tis is call play & study at the same time... Izit?? :p

Hmm~~
After tat we went to Jusco at Wangsa Maju 2 eat McD
Oh yea!!! After a hot weather, a cold drink would definitely b refreshing... rite??
After our meal, went to the arcade to play some games loh...
Enjoyed the day ^^

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Tuesday 9/3/10

Tis day leh...
Cn say tat, i did nt attend class loh... Cz i only gt 1 lecture & it is at 4pm leh

Bt den i stil went to college cz i hav meeting at 12pm
So went to college attend the meeting loh...
Den went makan with a few SSH SWC members...
Enjoyed spending time with them ^^

Den later on around 2smthg went CC with a fren~~
Played L4D... Enjoyed the company of tis fren

N i ended up din go 4 the lecture & went back at 6pm
Hw cool is tat?? :p
M i bad a student?? In a way yea... Cz i did nt attend lecture

M i a bad guy?? No!!! Who say dun attend lecture is bad guy?? XD

Hahaha~~ SS pula...

Bt still really enjoyed on tat day... :p

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Wednesday 10/3/10

Well... In the morning
Went to college at 8.30am
Cz nid 2 do lots of photo snapping
For the assignment thg

Hmm~~ Spend lots of time to take those photo loh
Luckily all the photo was approved lah~~ If nt cn SIAO LIAO LAR!!! XD

Den after tat... At 3pm had a small exam for 'Tamadun Islam'
Sien dao!!! Grrr!!! Dun really like tis sub

Hope cn pass den i wil b happy lah... ^^
After the test, sure go enjoy lah!!! Oh yea!!! XD

Hmm~~ Tats all bout it lu...
Last week was fun
Tis week was busy
Next week i wonder hw?? XD

Oh yea!!! 4got to say bout tis

2day... I mean Wednesday lah...
1 of my fren from diff course
Tis guy say tat
' When u hope or wan somethg, u won't get it but when u don't wan somethg, u wil get'

Is it acceptable?? Yea~~
Ofcz... Is kinda logic lah... Cz, based on experience lu~~ ^^

So... I oso tak berani wan anythg lah... So sad... T.T
K lah~~ Gonna stop here d...
It is late d... Nw 1.12AM
Off9 lu~~

1/3/2010

Hmm~~ Well
My B'day had jz ended like about 30min++ ago

Hmm...

Jz gonna describe briefly wat i did for my b'day

Alrite...
So~~
2day is the 1st of March n it is a monday
Tat means tat i have classes tat i nid to attend to

Bt lucky tat 2day jz 1 class in the morning lu~~
^^
Ended at 10.30am
Oh yea!!! early 30min leh...

So...
17ppl from E4 Gang (including me oso lah)

B4 tat i was alrdy booked my fellow college mates
They say tat they wan me to b available on tis very day
Cz they wan 2 celebrate with me

So... 17ppl from E4 Gang
Went to Sg.Wang to sing k at GreenBox lu~~
Thx 2 the planning of Joanne & Xue Li gua~~ (nt sure who planed it)

Hmm~~
So while singing they brought in a cake
Oh yea~~
4get to mention tat
Ydy... I mean on 28/2/2010 was 1 of my college mate's B'day
So the 2 of us made our wishes & blew the cake 2ghether

Den while doin all tat there were many photographers who took out their high quality hp to snap lots of photo & i mean LOTS of photo~~ XD

While tat we asked the waiter to take a big big photo of all of us...
Den after tat...
We keluar jalan jalan awhile
N nt to 4get tat
We oso leaved our signature at Sg. Wang~~ (One of the wall lah)
R we bad kids??
Nt really... U knw y??
There is reason y they put an empty wall there rite??
So wat r we suppose 2 do?? Sure leave some memories thr lah... ^^

Den after tat took more photos
Den went to makan at a place... Nt gonna say out the place 1st...
Due to some issues though...
Den more snapping of photos

After makan
Outside thr oso wan snap...
Hahaha~~

Den around 5smthg
Decided 2 go back cz Mum asked me 2 go back early...

So went back & blew another cake
Bt Bt~~
Tis time... The cake tat sis bought
I made the wish... Bt mum was the 1 who blew the candles out...
U knw y?? Cz she was the 1 who raised me up for tis 19yrs years...

N bcz of tat... She is the 1 who supposed to blow the candles...
U knw y??
Hard 2 explain here though...
Bt if u wan 2 knw y... Ask me yea... ^^
I wil explain til u und de...

Alrite...
Tats tat about my B'day for tis 2010 year...
N my 19th B'day... The end of it...

Hmm~~
K... Gonna admit somethgs here...
During sing k time
I was kinda down... Dun knw y the sudden feeling of sadness
Bt luckily thx to those E4 gangs...
I was able to b my crazy self again...
B4 i begun sulking myself at the corner of the room
XD

My B'day tis year was nt the same like the past 3 or 4yrs back...
I can't celebrate my B'day with u guys
Cz u all r bz with ur own stuff
So i und bout tat... Bt still
Hey... Thx 4 all the wishes u all send me yea~~
I really appreciate it... ^^

So b4 i end my blog for 2day...
I wanna say thx to the E4 gangs!!! ^^

Pics wil b uploaded soon
As soon as when they tag me at FBook... :p
So stay tuned to c those crazy photos~~ ^^

It is tat day of the year~~

Alrite

Lets start with whr i stopped on the last post

So~~
On the 14th day of CNY tat is on sat

Well...
In the morning was force to wake up
Thx 2 my dad

Hmm...
Nid 2 clean the office & the hse
Dun knw for wat purpose

Den later on in the afternoon around 3pm
Went out with 1 of my father's relative from India

Hmm...
He is kinda like an uncle 2 me...
So... Since he said he wanted to buy smthg 4 us
So he said tat Pavilion would b the best place to shop for clothes

OMG!!!
Izit??
Aiks... U knw wat is the hardest thg went u shop ar??
The hardest thg is to find a cheap shirt which wun b so costly
Cz it is the my $$ i m using
It is some1 else punya $$ leh...

So had to look at the price b4 i pick it
Argh!!!
Did nt enjoy anythg leh... GRRRR!!!

The lucky thg was he picked out a shirt for me
THX GOD he did tat
If nt really hard for me to choose liao...

N guess hw much it cost??
RM159.90 OMG!!!
Cz it is from Camel Active de
So... Tahu tahu lah...

Argh!!! I rela he giv me the $$ n i buy myself leh...
U knw wat??
For me i dun c branded shirt bt nice & seenable shirt
Argh!!! Really dun knw wat those rich ppl r tinking...

Den at nite leh...
Went out yamcha with the gang loh...
I tink it a normal thg d... ^^

Den ydy
Which is the 15th day of CNY tat is Chap Goh Mei
Well... According to the Chinese Calendar
My chinese B'day falls on the 15th day of CNY
Hw gud is tat huh?? @.@
Nt much of ppl know it though... So... Nt really a big deal bout it... ^^

So...
Well... I was jz kinda relaxing with watching videos tat i got from my fren
When sudd i gt a phone call from 1 of my lil couz...
They wanted me to go to GrandMa's hse 2 bring them go yamcha

Apalah~~ Kacau saje... ZzZzZzZzZ
Bt nvm lu... Since i oso ntg 2 do
So i drove to GM's hse...
Den meet up with uncle & aunts...

I received an 'angpau' from GM
Yeah!!! ^^
Thx GM... Luv ya~~

Den after tat brought tat 2 lil couz go makan 'pao bing' lu~~
So... Yea... chit chat with them a while...
Den after tat balik thr again...
Den i received another 'angpau' from my 4th aunt~~
Thx leh~~ hehehe =p

Den after tat balik lu~~
At nite went play Bball with the gang...
Jz the 6 of us
Tat is Me, Hau, Xiong, Guan, Aun & Haur

Den came back
Play with com awhile

N den nw...

It is alrdy the 1st of March
Which means tat CNY is alrdy over...
I mean the celebration lah...

N it also means tat I m older another year!!!
Wat de??!!!
So fast ar??

Haiz...
Normally B'day is supposed smthg tat we should b happy about rite??
Bt nt 4 me...
I dun knw y...
Kinda feel down though...

Hmm~~
No more like last time punya feel
Where i always get excited when my b'day approaches...
It is no more like last time...
Yea yea~~ I knw...
Haiz...

Suan le lah...
Nt gonna expect anythg though...
Every1 is kinda bz with their own life...
Bt tat is alrdy expected lah...
So... Dun really expect anythg... ^^

K~~ HAPPY B'DAY 2 MYSELF!!!
T.T 19th years old d
Bt stil a teenager though~~ ^^